Aug 19, 2005 15:48
Just to think in about a week and a half, I will be living on my own in college. CrAzY!
It's so sad with everyone leaving. Eric already left and that was
really sad. Lauren leaves next week and so does carly. Wow I am not
ready for that. This saturday a lot of people from cmu are leaving.
Ahhh I'm done talking about this. I'm going to make myself cry.
HaHa
neways things have been great other than that. I have been to some
great parties, and each one of them had there good times. lol I have
been thinking a lot lately. About how I feel about certain things and
people. And to tell you the truth I have never been more confused. I do
not know what to expect next year?! I mean what am I supposed to
expect. I want things to happen but I dont know how he feels. We have
been talking lately and all I get are mixed signals! AHHH I dont know
what to do. I dont think any one knows who I am talking about, actually
I know no one knows who I am talking about. But I dont think I want
people to know this time. Last time way to many people knew. blah I
think I am just going to let things run there course and if something
happens then something happens.
I have some
great friends that are going away and I dont know what i am going to do
with out them. Jill next year, I am going to need you a lot. And of
course chelsea mike and jon too you guys are awesome and I am glad we
are all going to college together! Well good luck everyone next year!!!
K