Mr. Lonely
feeling so alone and so distant from Nikki
while shes enjoying a weekend of clubbin' and drinking
my heart hurts more and more with every minute of thinking
looking for any distraction to forget some of these feelings
what do i do, what steps do i take
whats the quickest way to stop this heart ache
for christ sakes people make mistakes
so is this my punishment to never do it again
the worst part is i know what to do
I know her needs and what she needs to do
she made a selfish decission, now i am too
we need closure and see where that carries us to
she has issues with trust
and i havent helped with that much
I lied and her heart was crushed
now i might never get back her love
I didnt think twice about giving her my heart so fast
she was the first to have it all, and she might be the last
a lifetime of memories of a real love is now past
but i know she'll have a part of me that no other will have
its all for the best with the issues we obtain
although right now it feels like there'll be a lifetime of pain
i can look back on the smiles we shared that have now gone away
and know If i see love in the future, it wont look the same
not all is lost we just need some time
to be apart and see what we can find
take a deep look at ourselves and feelings inside
i have the highest hopes for our futures
and happiness in our lives
while shes enjoying a weekend of clubbin' and drinking
my heart hurts more and more with every minute of thinking
looking for any distraction to forget some of these feelings
what do i do, what steps do i take
whats the quickest way to stop this heart ache
for christ sakes people make mistakes
so is this my punishment to never do it again
the worst part is i know what to do
I know her needs and what she needs to do
she made a selfish decission, now i am too
we need closure and see where that carries us to
she has issues with trust
and i havent helped with that much
I lied and her heart was crushed
now i might never get back her love
I didnt think twice about giving her my heart so fast
she was the first to have it all, and she might be the last
a lifetime of memories of a real love is now past
but i know she'll have a part of me that no other will have
its all for the best with the issues we obtain
although right now it feels like there'll be a lifetime of pain
i can look back on the smiles we shared that have now gone away
and know If i see love in the future, it wont look the same
not all is lost we just need some time
to be apart and see what we can find
take a deep look at ourselves and feelings inside
i have the highest hopes for our futures
and happiness in our lives