Skipping Class...

May 20, 2004 15:51

Okay, I'm bored and class just doesn't sound appealing right now so I'm not going. I'm being a bad bad girl instead. Hahaha. Skipping class and being lazy. What a fun afternoon. At least I had sushi today though. Yay! Love sushi so much. I'm done with all my tests until finals and I have 3 papers due next week. It's finally starting to hit me that the year is coming to an end and I have finals in less than 3 weeks. Uh oh speghetti-o. I'm slacking off too by not going to class today but I just don't feel like driving back to campus and the thought of spending 4 hours around campus in between classes was terrifying. That's the thing about going to a JC. You go to class and leave, never stay around campus. Never go to the library unless vitally necessary for a project or a paper. Scary people go to JCs in Southern California. Trust me on this one. My school is infested with asians and hispanics. I'm a minority there. You see a white person and you're like..."wow I'm not the only white person that goes here."

Enough about school. Let's discuss more important issues such as what I'm possibly doing this weekend. I totally want to go clubbing and get my drink on. Barbi gets back from Hawaii (bitch, she went without me) late Friday night and already called me a couple of times from Hawaii saying that she wants to go out on Saturday. I'm thinking Boogie or Deviate. Maybe Rain if I can talk to my connections ahead of time to get them to let us in. No one under 21 in Rain but I know the manager and Barbi gets in when I get in. Hopefully clubbing will workout since I don't work late on Saturday and I don't have to work until 1 on Sunday. Sam is running in a race so hanging out with him on Saturday is out of the Q. Some other day he and I shall hit the beach and hang out again.

I'm totally bummed about the finale on the Bachelor last night. I liked both girls (Jessica B and Tara) but I just thought Tara was more sincere. She may not have been able to express her feelings as well as Jessica but you could just tell she was far more involved than Jessica B was. I mean she was so nervous that it wouldn't end up the way she wanted it to (with Jesse Palmer) that she was sick to her stomach all day until he told her he fell in love with Jessica B. I think Tara had every right to tell Jesse that what he did kind of lead her on. They probably had sex or something emotionally involving for a girl the last night they were together which is completely irresponsible of Jesse to do if he wasn't in love with her in the first place. It was wrong but that's just how men are. They use and abuse, then they get rid of you and eventually come crawling back when it's just too late. They're so indecisive. Besides Jesse and Jessica just doesn't sound as cute together as Jesse and Tara. Of course Jesse and Kari sound the best of all to me. He's gorgeous and rich and accomplished and down to earth and sweet. You can't find that in most men. In fact, that's hard to find in any men at all. I think I just have issues with men lately since I only seem to get used and I never find exactly what I'm looking for. When I do, it doesn't last like I hope it will. I've never dumped a guy before. I've always been the one that gets dumped, or it just all falls apart because of distance or something like that. I'm so sick of this single game. I want to fall in love with someone and have a lasting relationship again.
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