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[socalbandits]

seems like everyone lately has been using this as an emo tool, guess I can too..

I dunno but lately I just feel like Im in everyones way. I probably am, and now I feel as if theres nobody left I can talk to. Alot of people I considered my closest friends will barely even say hi to me anymore. Im sure as usual Im blowing everything way out of proportion, but thats just the way I feel. I probably shouldnt post this, as its probably what upsets everyone the most, but Im just hoping theres someone there that will talk to me, I really need it. I really enjoy going through life but lately I just dont see much to enjoy or look forward to, and I wonder why I should bother going on with it. all I felt like lately was that Im driving everyone thats important in my life further away from me.

Im sorry for this kind of post, but I dont know what to do to make everything right without making it wrong again.