have you ever been sad?

[socalbadass]

Have you ever wondered "Am I living my life right?" I guess I'm having one of those moments, I wonder if I'm doing the right things in my life. I'm kinda sad. I don't want to regret wasting my teen years. I want someone to give me the courage to just say FUCK IT! FUCK YOU! I just want to be happy. Is that so much to ask? Why is it that you can't make everyone happy? There's always someone hurt somebody disapointed, somebody feels like shit? Is it better to make the most number of people happy or is it better to make yourself happy? I don't know what to do.

1.She's sun and rain, she's fire and ice
A little crazy but it's nice
And when she gets mad, you best leave her alone
'Cause she'll rage just like a river
Then she'll beg you to forgive her
She's every woman that I've ever known.

2.And now, I'm glad I didn't know,
The way It all would end,
The way It all would go,
Our lives are better left to chance,
I could have missed the pain,
But I'd of had to miss the dance.

3.We spend the summer with the top rolled down
Wished ever after would be like this
You said I love you babe, without a sound
I said I'd give my life for just one kiss
I'd live for your smile and die for your kiss
Remember yesterday - walking hand in hand
Love letters in the sand - I remember you
Through the sleepless nights and every endless day
I'd wanna hear you say - I remember you

Yeah I'm kinda in a funk. I don't feel so good. I just want to be alone but I know I wouldn't feel good then either.