save the best for last.
So I'm last. The last one to experiene being a young adult woman, the last to experience true love, and the last to leave the house. Its hard being around my family right now, and I never thought that I could say that. But last night I felt so alone. I have never felt so torn between two seperate people. I feel stuck, defeated, and left. But there is always that one person who sticks by you in a storm and he told me that I wasn't alone, that God is always by my side. I guess I forgot that these past couple of weeks, and damn it he's right. God is the one who has given me true happiness, who has given me life everyday and that is a beautiful thing. I think everyone should expereience that "beautiful" thing in their life, and no one should try and take that away. I love the people in my life and I love what I have had to go through to become who I am today.