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due to the fact that my insanity seems to come around once a month, i think it's hormonal.
I've never really felt the effects of being hormonal and not completely in control of my emotions and it's weird. It weighs and weighs until i have a good cry and post about it here, and the next day i'm okay again.
Release is good right?
It's not all bad.... I got my mum a dog (though i'm sure everyone already knows we named her blondie), She's the cutest thing.. so small, white and chocolate brown...
She's already changed the atmosphere in the house and i don't hate coming back here anymore. She's fit in incredibly well. Of course, it's difficult getting her to sleep sometimes, but that's okay. she's toilet trained, and sleeps all night, and runs around like a crazy pooch when she's got her toys with her.
I spent 20 minutes chasing her around the back yard...
My only problem is she's so little! Causing me to be bent down most of the time we play, which makes my back hurt.
arghh! it's always something. how annoying.
I'm so distracted at work... i feel like i'm not doing anything at all. sigh.
i KNOW what i have to do. But i avoid it. I'm not motivated. Too many no's. too many people NOT GETTING IT, and that's the way it is, but i can't seem to create enough volume to get someone else to do the shit job for me.
Work is not interesting at the moment.
I'm really looking forward to going to the Andy Warhol exhibit in town on saturday. I've been hanging out for months to go, and saturday's my last chance, as the exhibit finishes on monday...
The biggest collection of andy warhol artwork ever assembled, and it's HERE in my town. crazy.
I'm excited. I'm gonna take Blondie over to my friend Margarita's house so she can play with her dogs. (They're jack russell's as well). Blondie's a bit traumatised from her previous owner.
she's insanely scared of cars and other dogs... she also get really scared if you smack her.. (i'm talking little smacks when she's naughty here, they barely hurt!), So we have to be careful with her.
My brother loves her to death... it's so funny..
But anyway, i better get some rest. Blondie will no doubt wake me insanely early... again.. arghhh.. (but i love her)...
I've never really felt the effects of being hormonal and not completely in control of my emotions and it's weird. It weighs and weighs until i have a good cry and post about it here, and the next day i'm okay again.
Release is good right?
It's not all bad.... I got my mum a dog (though i'm sure everyone already knows we named her blondie), She's the cutest thing.. so small, white and chocolate brown...
She's already changed the atmosphere in the house and i don't hate coming back here anymore. She's fit in incredibly well. Of course, it's difficult getting her to sleep sometimes, but that's okay. she's toilet trained, and sleeps all night, and runs around like a crazy pooch when she's got her toys with her.
I spent 20 minutes chasing her around the back yard...
My only problem is she's so little! Causing me to be bent down most of the time we play, which makes my back hurt.
arghh! it's always something. how annoying.
I'm so distracted at work... i feel like i'm not doing anything at all. sigh.
i KNOW what i have to do. But i avoid it. I'm not motivated. Too many no's. too many people NOT GETTING IT, and that's the way it is, but i can't seem to create enough volume to get someone else to do the shit job for me.
Work is not interesting at the moment.
I'm really looking forward to going to the Andy Warhol exhibit in town on saturday. I've been hanging out for months to go, and saturday's my last chance, as the exhibit finishes on monday...
The biggest collection of andy warhol artwork ever assembled, and it's HERE in my town. crazy.
I'm excited. I'm gonna take Blondie over to my friend Margarita's house so she can play with her dogs. (They're jack russell's as well). Blondie's a bit traumatised from her previous owner.
she's insanely scared of cars and other dogs... she also get really scared if you smack her.. (i'm talking little smacks when she's naughty here, they barely hurt!), So we have to be careful with her.
My brother loves her to death... it's so funny..
But anyway, i better get some rest. Blondie will no doubt wake me insanely early... again.. arghhh.. (but i love her)...