Oct 17, 2007 21:55
i really do feel like every drop of blood is being drained from me...
the pressure just gets more and more, and i'm trying to just swim through it.
My most important job due tomorrow and i'm nervous... what holds the book together hasn't arrived yet.
I keep telling myself i have a plan if all else fails, but it will take time i don't have...
i hate that this stays with me after i leave the office.I have a website to oversee.. templates to build.... MY FUCKING JOB TO HAND OVER.... blahhhhh...
no matter what i do, it's wrong.
I have to spend my time deciding who i want to be mad at me...
19 working days....
fuck. that seems like forever...