At the grocery store I fawn over pyramids of perfect oranges. I crawl beneath the dais, holding one in each hand & roll them over my fingers, gloating at their smooth luster & admiring the image of myself, a circus performer, juggling two copper comets as an audience sits charily awaiting a mistake. The people walk by, curtly making sly remarks; meddlesome customers that go on about their business & I leap from my imaginations, back to the strangeness of everyday life before taking one & dropping it into a plastic bag.
Hurriedly, I gather my senses & begin pacing the aisles, leaving one hand free to graze the packages & cans stacked up like an edible Times Square. I stop occasionally to read a few of the labels or haunt the shoppers in their silly consideration for prices, a few of them crouched down to read the invisible sale underneath.
I get to the cereal aisle & stop. The way the boxes look, all festooning one another with their colorful characters make me believe, somehow, that it's a group effort. I wouldn't know which one to pick. The sailor? The captain? The talking bee? All decorated in the same arresting manner, it's too confusing.
Holding my tangerine, I walk slowly & finish prowling the aisles, secretly avoiding check-out. I see men with heavy crates lifting & pulling & jostling the packages, making room. I don't stare though.
I come upon an opened package. It was a two-for-one deal but somebody abandoned the purple kind, leaving it orphaned in the potato chip aisle. I pick it up. "I'll just buy this too."
Approaching check-out is no small feat. You're overwhelmed with financial dread, the possible embarrassments of not having enough cash or accidently forgetting to grab your wallet; your purse. You wonder about the clerk, their demeanor, their friendliness. It's terrible. It's terrible.
"Hello," the woman says, perched over her register. She looks tired; mean. I try to avoid the greetings. I look away. "This it?"
"Yes."
"Paper or plastic?"
I don't care. It's two items. I forget to talk. The boy puts the orphaned moisturizer in a small blue-green plastic bag & reaches for the orange. I watch it. He lifts it up at the wrong end & my perfect tangerine begins to fall toward the floor. "Watch it!" I say, reaching up to touch the sky.
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zaiireka: At the grocery store I fawn over pyramids of perfect oranges. I crawl beneath the dais, holding one in each hand & roll them over my fingers, gloating at their smooth luster & admiring the image of myself, a circus performer, juggling two copper comets as an audience sits charily awaiting a mistake. The people walk by, curtly making sly remarks; meddlesome customers that go on about their business & I leap from my imaginations, back to the strangeness of everyday life before taking one & dropping it into a plastic bag.
Hurriedly, I gather my senses & begin pacing the aisles, leaving one hand free to graze the packages & cans stacked up like an edible Times Square. I stop occasionally to read a few of the labels or haunt the shoppers in their silly consideration for prices, a few of them crouched down to read the invisible sale underneath.
I get to the cereal aisle & stop. The way the boxes look, all festooning one another with their colorful characters make me believe, somehow, that it's a group effort. I wouldn't know which one to pick. The sailor? The captain? The talking bee? All decorated in the same arresting manner, it's too confusing.
Holding my tangerine, I walk slowly & finish prowling the aisles, secretly avoiding check-out. I see men with heavy crates lifting & pulling & jostling the packages, making room. I don't stare though.
I come upon an opened package. It was a two-for-one deal but somebody abandoned the purple kind, leaving it orphaned in the potato chip aisle. I pick it up. "I'll just buy this too."
Approaching check-out is no small feat. You're overwhelmed with financial dread, the possible embarrassments of not having enough cash or accidently forgetting to grab your wallet; your purse. You wonder about the clerk, their demeanor, their friendliness. It's terrible. It's terrible.
"Hello," the woman says, perched over her register. She looks tired; mean. I try to avoid the greetings. I look away. "This it?"
"Yes."
"Paper or plastic?"
I don't care. It's two items. I forget to talk. The boy puts the orphaned moisturizer in a small blue-green plastic bag & reaches for the orange. I watch it. He lifts it up at the wrong end & my perfect tangerine begins to fall toward the floor. "Watch it!" I say, reaching up to touch the sky.