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its a combination of everything. i feeel like shit. i know im getting sick, but i feeel like beyond physical shittyness. i almost feel like this is my post period moodyness, but that doesnt make any sense. i dunnnnnno. ugh. maybe its because ive been thinking way too much about illness and death (in general)maybe its because one of my friends who i talk to a lot is not really the same. i have like shitloads of things to do and ive never been this unmotivated. i do the bare bare minimum and i dont even do it well (if i decide to do it at all). NOTHING at all feels right, but nothing is reallly wrong.
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