cold and wet in a ditch by the side of the road somewhere lie all of my dreams for you and me.
i love you (why do i have to love you!?) but i hate you for what you have put me through.
i didnt expect you to turn out to be a cold heartless selfish immature asshole. especially for the timing.
youre true colors have shown thru.
a whole year wasted. what i feared did indeed come true. why is my life going bad so far? i yearn for happiness, for a guy who can love me who i can be in love with, get married, start a family.
i have to keep telling myself God has someone for me. its hard. am i going to have to wait long? where will i find him? have i already met him?
besides him deciding to abandon me, there has been somethin else that has been eating me up which i will not mention. these two things in hand have been taking its toll on me. i thought i was dealing with this good, but now its just sinking in.
Ive just about had it with this life of mine.
i feel like ive just about met everyone down here. at least in edinburg. i feel like thers no one else for me to meet that i could potentially have a relationship with. then again, thats what i thought before i met this piece of shit, but now ive met even more people and i think thats it. i keep thinking about moving.
where are some friends when i need them?
fuck you for what youre putting me through! you will never know how much this has killed me. even your supposedly close friends cant even believe you. they dont know the real you anymore.
i didnt expect you to turn out to be a cold heartless selfish immature asshole. especially for the timing.
youre true colors have shown thru.
a whole year wasted. what i feared did indeed come true. why is my life going bad so far? i yearn for happiness, for a guy who can love me who i can be in love with, get married, start a family.
i have to keep telling myself God has someone for me. its hard. am i going to have to wait long? where will i find him? have i already met him?
besides him deciding to abandon me, there has been somethin else that has been eating me up which i will not mention. these two things in hand have been taking its toll on me. i thought i was dealing with this good, but now its just sinking in.
Ive just about had it with this life of mine.
i feel like ive just about met everyone down here. at least in edinburg. i feel like thers no one else for me to meet that i could potentially have a relationship with. then again, thats what i thought before i met this piece of shit, but now ive met even more people and i think thats it. i keep thinking about moving.
where are some friends when i need them?
fuck you for what youre putting me through! you will never know how much this has killed me. even your supposedly close friends cant even believe you. they dont know the real you anymore.