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I loathe training. but i have to do it.
On friday i plan on trying to get a loan to finally get the new engine for my car. And once that gets fixed, i swear i am taking a trip somewhere probly to visit my dear friend Jill in College Station. I need to get away!
Ive been feeling different lately...ever since i moved maybe its the adjustment phase but im going thru a slight depression ive been feeling alone in this world, i cant sleep right at night anymore, i cant eat much, i feel like w/out my boyfriend id have nothing and i know its not right.
Last night i went out with Bonnie my phone had died and didnt get home till around midnite i tried calling him once i got home but couldnt get a hold of him. im worried he got mad i didnt call but it was only 3 hrs! hes the one who wanted some space sometimes. Well today ive tried getting a hold of him again, his phone is messed up, everytime i call after it rings for awhile, it just goes: beep. beep. beep. beep.
i would think he would stop by after his class this morning cause he usually does but he hasnt. :/
i need friends (friends that actually call me up and want to hang out) although at least two friends who sometimes do that and my dear friends dont even live down here anymore.
I miss the good 'ol days.
So Halloween is coming up. I like dressing up, its fun. We're probly gonna throw another party like last year. Wow, its almost gonna be a year since me and vic got together back in october of last year. But last year..those were the days...the early stages of a relationship.
Where are you victor???
On friday i plan on trying to get a loan to finally get the new engine for my car. And once that gets fixed, i swear i am taking a trip somewhere probly to visit my dear friend Jill in College Station. I need to get away!
Ive been feeling different lately...ever since i moved maybe its the adjustment phase but im going thru a slight depression ive been feeling alone in this world, i cant sleep right at night anymore, i cant eat much, i feel like w/out my boyfriend id have nothing and i know its not right.
Last night i went out with Bonnie my phone had died and didnt get home till around midnite i tried calling him once i got home but couldnt get a hold of him. im worried he got mad i didnt call but it was only 3 hrs! hes the one who wanted some space sometimes. Well today ive tried getting a hold of him again, his phone is messed up, everytime i call after it rings for awhile, it just goes: beep. beep. beep. beep.
i would think he would stop by after his class this morning cause he usually does but he hasnt. :/
i need friends (friends that actually call me up and want to hang out) although at least two friends who sometimes do that and my dear friends dont even live down here anymore.
I miss the good 'ol days.
So Halloween is coming up. I like dressing up, its fun. We're probly gonna throw another party like last year. Wow, its almost gonna be a year since me and vic got together back in october of last year. But last year..those were the days...the early stages of a relationship.
Where are you victor???