Veeerrrryyy sleeeeeepyyy...
It is nearly midnight, and I have taken a sleeping pill. I feel thick and stupid, but not sleepy.
Tomorrow, I do my first day back in school. I DO NOT want to go. This is stupid, of course, since it's a good idea, not just long-run smart, but I don't like groups and I don't like cheery 'we want to help you' people. They make me think of Scientologists. "We're here to help you flow a power and take it to the next level! This is about YOU, and we want to help you be the best you that you can be!" (Picture pompoms and little skirts and the women high-kicking and building human pyramids. And the men all standing around looking sort of closed-off and somehow naked even while fully dressed.)
I do not like 'team spirit'. It's for high school and cliques and proving who's better than whom. I'm not a 'joiner'. Now leave me the hell alone about Generic Co-Worker and his/her Significant Personal Event card and/or gift.
Whoo. I shouldn't write in this thing when I'm drugged. G'night.
Tomorrow, I do my first day back in school. I DO NOT want to go. This is stupid, of course, since it's a good idea, not just long-run smart, but I don't like groups and I don't like cheery 'we want to help you' people. They make me think of Scientologists. "We're here to help you flow a power and take it to the next level! This is about YOU, and we want to help you be the best you that you can be!" (Picture pompoms and little skirts and the women high-kicking and building human pyramids. And the men all standing around looking sort of closed-off and somehow naked even while fully dressed.)
I do not like 'team spirit'. It's for high school and cliques and proving who's better than whom. I'm not a 'joiner'. Now leave me the hell alone about Generic Co-Worker and his/her Significant Personal Event card and/or gift.
Whoo. I shouldn't write in this thing when I'm drugged. G'night.