Grrr. Argh.
So I got suspended from work for two shifts for using the internet. My boss is a technological spaz and doesn't understand about virus protection and so forth, and there's a ban on internet in general and I still went online and so I took a hit. Annoying, but totally my own fault. Boss duh, but in the right.
I can't believe how much the suspension is bumming me out. I've been basically a slug for three days. All I want to do is sleep, but I can't get rested, and my mood is somewhere sub-sub-basement.
I guess I started feeling bulletproof at work, and this is proof I'm not, and it's a let-down.
And shit, I hate that I did something stupid like this. Yes, I'm alone in a blank white box with a radio for company for eight hours every night, but I CAN watch DVDs and read. And blah. Nothing. Never mind, I guess I just needed to whine.
I can't believe how much the suspension is bumming me out. I've been basically a slug for three days. All I want to do is sleep, but I can't get rested, and my mood is somewhere sub-sub-basement.
I guess I started feeling bulletproof at work, and this is proof I'm not, and it's a let-down.
And shit, I hate that I did something stupid like this. Yes, I'm alone in a blank white box with a radio for company for eight hours every night, but I CAN watch DVDs and read. And blah. Nothing. Never mind, I guess I just needed to whine.