I'm fine, baby, how are you?
Have you ever been so full of emotion you don't know what to do with yourself? Where you are so full of emotion you love anything because you can. Where you love someone elses kid as though they were yours...but not in a freakish way or anything. My life right now is so great...like i'm living someone elses life and i stepped outside when everything's going right.
I do wish things were as they were...sometimes. where I would text messages saying "I am actually counting the minutes till I get to see you...I am so excited" and now, we're comfortable so its "I might have flour in the pantry..." not that I mind. I'm lucky, I know. I love him so much and I would not change anything about him or us. I have someone who actually likes me back and likes my friends and that my friends actually like! That in itself is amazing. I usually pick the losers who my friends either dont like at all or like so much that they take him...I guess all that was for the better because look at us now! So, dearest friend of whom I speak, I am sincerely sorry for the shit i gave you my senior year in theatre class. i should have supported you like the best friend I was supposed to be but instead my jealousy and pride got in the way and a friendship was ruined. I hope one day we can drive around singing Phantom of the Opera and hit on guys at the Magic Time Machine again. I truly do.
Music is amazing, you know. It has the incredible power to flip your emotions from happy-go-lucky to nostalgic and sad note by note, beat by beat, measure by measure...it changes you. It ages you. I have been sitting here listening to one song and I feel I am no longer the 18 year old girl you once knew, yet a mature young lady who is capable of anything.
Here's a shout out to AROD. My Marty who helped make my Senior year something to remember. The one week I dont remember is when you went to disney world with band...that was the longest week ever!
Here's one for Kaitlin. I dont care where you are, what you're doing there or with whom (haha) I love you so much. I miss you tons and no one will be able to take that place that you have carved out of my heart. You are such a great person and I can't wait to see what you become!
Christy, oh lordy lordy. You. I dont even know where to begin with you. You have seriously changed my life. You have empowered me to work harder and not be so gosh dern lazy. Me and Mr. Fantastic love you to death and I am seriously blessed to be able to call you my friend. I hope we can continue to grow and you can continue to sex me up. Ha.
Krystoffer Li...
I love you...
always will...
you're my Man of Honor at my wedding I dont care what you say...or Charissa...she cant come if she's going to throw a fit...
you're my best friend...
whether you like it or not...
*imagines doodles in study hall*
always...
Christopher. My darling. My love. My lover. My best friend. My everything. My power. My strength. My weakness. My phone is ringing...oh, its you. I am smiling and just think, its because of you. I have never known anyone quite like you. I guess that's why I am dedicating myself to you. I am yours for as long as you will have me. Here's to a wonderful time together leading to perhaps a wonderful life. I cannot wait to go to DC and see everything with you. Everything is better when I'm with you. I am in love with you to a depth which I cannot describe. Its that feeling in the back of your throat when you're trying to hold back tears. That's how I feel for you. I hope one day you will accept that and realize i am here for you. You with your crazy anal tendencies and everything. I love you, my Superman.
That is all the shout outs i can do for now because my fingers are falling off so I should go sleep. I love you guys and thanks for watching.
Goodnight and good luck.
aloha
Sara
I do wish things were as they were...sometimes. where I would text messages saying "I am actually counting the minutes till I get to see you...I am so excited" and now, we're comfortable so its "I might have flour in the pantry..." not that I mind. I'm lucky, I know. I love him so much and I would not change anything about him or us. I have someone who actually likes me back and likes my friends and that my friends actually like! That in itself is amazing. I usually pick the losers who my friends either dont like at all or like so much that they take him...I guess all that was for the better because look at us now! So, dearest friend of whom I speak, I am sincerely sorry for the shit i gave you my senior year in theatre class. i should have supported you like the best friend I was supposed to be but instead my jealousy and pride got in the way and a friendship was ruined. I hope one day we can drive around singing Phantom of the Opera and hit on guys at the Magic Time Machine again. I truly do.
Music is amazing, you know. It has the incredible power to flip your emotions from happy-go-lucky to nostalgic and sad note by note, beat by beat, measure by measure...it changes you. It ages you. I have been sitting here listening to one song and I feel I am no longer the 18 year old girl you once knew, yet a mature young lady who is capable of anything.
Here's a shout out to AROD. My Marty who helped make my Senior year something to remember. The one week I dont remember is when you went to disney world with band...that was the longest week ever!
Here's one for Kaitlin. I dont care where you are, what you're doing there or with whom (haha) I love you so much. I miss you tons and no one will be able to take that place that you have carved out of my heart. You are such a great person and I can't wait to see what you become!
Christy, oh lordy lordy. You. I dont even know where to begin with you. You have seriously changed my life. You have empowered me to work harder and not be so gosh dern lazy. Me and Mr. Fantastic love you to death and I am seriously blessed to be able to call you my friend. I hope we can continue to grow and you can continue to sex me up. Ha.
Krystoffer Li...
I love you...
always will...
you're my Man of Honor at my wedding I dont care what you say...or Charissa...she cant come if she's going to throw a fit...
you're my best friend...
whether you like it or not...
*imagines doodles in study hall*
always...
Christopher. My darling. My love. My lover. My best friend. My everything. My power. My strength. My weakness. My phone is ringing...oh, its you. I am smiling and just think, its because of you. I have never known anyone quite like you. I guess that's why I am dedicating myself to you. I am yours for as long as you will have me. Here's to a wonderful time together leading to perhaps a wonderful life. I cannot wait to go to DC and see everything with you. Everything is better when I'm with you. I am in love with you to a depth which I cannot describe. Its that feeling in the back of your throat when you're trying to hold back tears. That's how I feel for you. I hope one day you will accept that and realize i am here for you. You with your crazy anal tendencies and everything. I love you, my Superman.
That is all the shout outs i can do for now because my fingers are falling off so I should go sleep. I love you guys and thanks for watching.
Goodnight and good luck.
aloha
Sara