Nine - Chapter 1A
Title: Nine
Author: JOYfilled (sober_love )
Pairing: Jaejoong/Yunho
Length: Chaptered
Genre: Romance, Angst
Chapter Rating: PG-13
Chapter 1A
2 0 1 1
Do you know what is called love?
No... in fact I don’t know anything about it too.
Jaejoong hummed the melody along to the first two lines of the song as his eyes scanned each word. It’s been like this for days, for some reason he just couldn’t continue it after the second line of the song. He chuckles as he suddenly remembers the couple talk from two years ago when him and Yoochun kept calling each other a genius composer.
‘Genius composer my ass’, he thinks to himself with a light chuckle. He flips a page back in his song book and reads the completed lyrics of “Pierrot” over. He groans and puts the book over his face as he leans back. Jaejoong doesn’t understand why it was so easy for him to write the lyrics to Pierrot but not this one.
“Hyung? Are you okay?” Jaejoong heard a voice ask him from above. He lifts the book off his face and looks into Junsu’s worried eyes.
“I’m fine,” Jaejoong responds with a light smile. “What do you want to eat tonight?” He gets up and puts the song book on the table and walks toward the kitchen.
The door opened and Yoochun walked in with a bag full of beer. Before he had the chance to put them down he was met by Junsu’s glare.
“Pabo, I told you to stop bringing in alcohol.” His eyes told YooChun.
“It’s for me, not Jaejoong!” Yoochun’s eyes retorted back.
“Ah, Chunnie you brought back beer!” Jaejoong smiled happily, completely oblivious to the strange exchange of looks between the two, and took the bag from YooChun’s hands to start placing the bottles in the refrigerator.
YooChun smiled sheepishly as he felt Junsu’s glare directed back at him, burning invisible holes in his head.
“So what do you guys want to eat?” Jaejoong repeated his question again as he grabs for the apron.
“Pork rib soup!” Yoochun answered quickly. He had the sudden urge to eat it after being in Japan for so long and finally being back in Korea.
“Uhm..okay.” Jaejoong says hesitantly with a small smile and begins rummaging through the freezer.
Yoochun suddenly feels himself being dragged away into the tiny hallway. “Yah! Why are you being so aggressive?” He complains as he rubbed his arms.
“Yah! Are you stupid? Why would you ask for pork rib soup?!” Junsu questions in a light but angry whisper with an incredulous look on his face.
“Why wouldn’t I? He asked what I wanted to eat... and I wanted to eat pork rib soup,” Yoochun was genuinely confused at the reaction he was getting from Junsu. He looked at his member and then it clicked. He groaned and put his hands over his face.
“Yah! Now I even have to watch what I want to eat??” Yoochun whines as Junsu gives a long sigh.
“You know that was Yunho hyung’s favorite food. Jaejoong hyung will only make it the way Yunho likes it and now that he has to cook it, it’ll definitely remind him of Yunho!” Junsu lightly slaps Yoochun’s arm. “You never think do you?”
“What do you expect me to do? I’m sorry that I can’t constantly think of Yunho-hyung and his every detail to watch out for Jae. I miss him too, I don’t want to think about him either!” Yoochun says angrily as his hands were tightening into a fist.
“Then don’t. Don’t think about him for me,” a light whisper quickly cooled the tension in the tiny hallway between Junsu and Yoochun.
The two turned their heads and looked at their hyung who was standing in front of them, angelic and beautiful. But then they blinked.
And then they really saw what was there.
Kim Jaejoong no longer looks angelic and beautiful,
he looks like a broken statue, serene and tragic.
Yoochun didn’t know what the feeling inside him was. He couldn’t tell if it was anger, or pure regret. But it was building up quick. Looking at his hyung, the one who was always so strong and beautiful, crumble before his eyes, as tears welled up in the other man’s eyes.
“Hyung..” Junsu whispered into the air. Jaejoong made no reaction. He just stood there looking at them, looking at the mess he made.
“I couldn’t write my song.” Just like that, the words came out and the tears no longer able to be held in, flowed out freely.
Junsu and Yoochun slowly approached the broken man, and kneeled down and wrapped their arms around their hyung, hoping maybe they can block some of the pain as if it was the air.
Junsu and Yoochun raised their heads and looked at eachother over their hyung’s head. Their eyes both said the same thing, filled with pain and regret.
He’s not okay. We’re not okay.
-> Part B here
A/N: Sorry guys, I know this is short. The reason I split up chapter 1 is because I want to make an impact at the end of JaeJoong's side and start part B of Chapter 1 which is YunHo's side with another feeling. I hope you guys enjoyed this short chapter though(;
Author: JOYfilled (sober_love )
Pairing: Jaejoong/Yunho
Length: Chaptered
Genre: Romance, Angst
Chapter Rating: PG-13
Chapter 1A
2 0 1 1
Do you know what is called love?
No... in fact I don’t know anything about it too.
Jaejoong hummed the melody along to the first two lines of the song as his eyes scanned each word. It’s been like this for days, for some reason he just couldn’t continue it after the second line of the song. He chuckles as he suddenly remembers the couple talk from two years ago when him and Yoochun kept calling each other a genius composer.
‘Genius composer my ass’, he thinks to himself with a light chuckle. He flips a page back in his song book and reads the completed lyrics of “Pierrot” over. He groans and puts the book over his face as he leans back. Jaejoong doesn’t understand why it was so easy for him to write the lyrics to Pierrot but not this one.
“Hyung? Are you okay?” Jaejoong heard a voice ask him from above. He lifts the book off his face and looks into Junsu’s worried eyes.
“I’m fine,” Jaejoong responds with a light smile. “What do you want to eat tonight?” He gets up and puts the song book on the table and walks toward the kitchen.
The door opened and Yoochun walked in with a bag full of beer. Before he had the chance to put them down he was met by Junsu’s glare.
“Pabo, I told you to stop bringing in alcohol.” His eyes told YooChun.
“It’s for me, not Jaejoong!” Yoochun’s eyes retorted back.
“Ah, Chunnie you brought back beer!” Jaejoong smiled happily, completely oblivious to the strange exchange of looks between the two, and took the bag from YooChun’s hands to start placing the bottles in the refrigerator.
YooChun smiled sheepishly as he felt Junsu’s glare directed back at him, burning invisible holes in his head.
“So what do you guys want to eat?” Jaejoong repeated his question again as he grabs for the apron.
“Pork rib soup!” Yoochun answered quickly. He had the sudden urge to eat it after being in Japan for so long and finally being back in Korea.
“Uhm..okay.” Jaejoong says hesitantly with a small smile and begins rummaging through the freezer.
Yoochun suddenly feels himself being dragged away into the tiny hallway. “Yah! Why are you being so aggressive?” He complains as he rubbed his arms.
“Yah! Are you stupid? Why would you ask for pork rib soup?!” Junsu questions in a light but angry whisper with an incredulous look on his face.
“Why wouldn’t I? He asked what I wanted to eat... and I wanted to eat pork rib soup,” Yoochun was genuinely confused at the reaction he was getting from Junsu. He looked at his member and then it clicked. He groaned and put his hands over his face.
“Yah! Now I even have to watch what I want to eat??” Yoochun whines as Junsu gives a long sigh.
“You know that was Yunho hyung’s favorite food. Jaejoong hyung will only make it the way Yunho likes it and now that he has to cook it, it’ll definitely remind him of Yunho!” Junsu lightly slaps Yoochun’s arm. “You never think do you?”
“What do you expect me to do? I’m sorry that I can’t constantly think of Yunho-hyung and his every detail to watch out for Jae. I miss him too, I don’t want to think about him either!” Yoochun says angrily as his hands were tightening into a fist.
“Then don’t. Don’t think about him for me,” a light whisper quickly cooled the tension in the tiny hallway between Junsu and Yoochun.
The two turned their heads and looked at their hyung who was standing in front of them, angelic and beautiful. But then they blinked.
And then they really saw what was there.
Kim Jaejoong no longer looks angelic and beautiful,
he looks like a broken statue, serene and tragic.
Yoochun didn’t know what the feeling inside him was. He couldn’t tell if it was anger, or pure regret. But it was building up quick. Looking at his hyung, the one who was always so strong and beautiful, crumble before his eyes, as tears welled up in the other man’s eyes.
“Hyung..” Junsu whispered into the air. Jaejoong made no reaction. He just stood there looking at them, looking at the mess he made.
“I couldn’t write my song.” Just like that, the words came out and the tears no longer able to be held in, flowed out freely.
Junsu and Yoochun slowly approached the broken man, and kneeled down and wrapped their arms around their hyung, hoping maybe they can block some of the pain as if it was the air.
Junsu and Yoochun raised their heads and looked at eachother over their hyung’s head. Their eyes both said the same thing, filled with pain and regret.
He’s not okay. We’re not okay.
-> Part B here
A/N: Sorry guys, I know this is short. The reason I split up chapter 1 is because I want to make an impact at the end of JaeJoong's side and start part B of Chapter 1 which is YunHo's side with another feeling. I hope you guys enjoyed this short chapter though(;