WEIrd FeEling
Ok so life is crazy right now. As most people k now i have baseball for almost five hours, and its almost killing me cuz everyday i come home and im like dead. Tonite im drinking bottles of coke so i can stay up and finish up my hw cuz i decided to nap afterschool. Fortunately this is all for the sake of baseball, and if i didnt love playing so much i might be pissed. But yeah im so used to doing nothing all winter that this is gonna be tough for me to fit my life in.
lol i find it funny that the only people that read my entry is andrea and people who go to nobles. Its actually really convenient because i dont need to make private entries because i generally know the exact people who are gonna read my journal anyways. It also allows me to talk about my real feelings about people, and those people usually dont find out unless someone tips them off. Eh, i usually dont talk shit so thats not a big problem, but if it were, then yes, i would do watever i said i would do but i forget and am too lazy to read the beginning of this paragraph to see wat i was talking about so ill end with the word doody. lol great word.
things that make me angry:
1.people who u always seem to im, but they never seem to im u unless u start the convo. Im sure everyone gets pissed with this and like u get so discouraged from talking to that person that for a while ure relationship just seems to decrease until u realize u barely know anything about the person anymore (cough cough andrea's entry cough cough)
2. people who dont im u back...happened yesterday and its happened a couple times with that person and yeah its just annoying
3. people who get mad at people who express their feelings
4. mexicans
5. people who put off expressing their feelings
6. people not reading my journal
7. little kids who refuse to listen and try to sit on my lap and im forced to push them the hell away from me
8. people who complain about poker more than just the short term(its a long term game with more than just statistics)
9. people who call mr O'Connells phone during class. Its just like completely immature and hes such a nice person why would u fuck with his mind...if it was a teacher i didnt respect i wouldnt mind but mr oc is such a good guy
10. being bored and not having anything to do
11. people who dont like to just spontaneously hang out
12. not having enough alcohol
13. people who close themselves from people and complain about a lot of stuff
14. people who think venting is a bad thing...its actually quite healthy
15. people who dont tell the person first they need to vent and then dont apologize afterwards
16. people who read over my comment on andreas journal and dont understand that u guys may have ditched each other, but u also ditched me as a friend. At least u guys talk shit about each other and generally ignore each other outside school and have a reason to separate, but like i dunno i didnt think i annoyed u guys too much but yeah u guys are way to cool to see if brant ever wants to hang out. BTW ive asked u all to hangout at some point or another and def havent ignored any of u.
17. good thing most of those people dont read it
18. prolly a bunch of more stuff but yeah watever
Things that make me happy:
1. baseball is starting and bunches of people will come watch me pitch hopefully
2. thinking about road trip to montreal when school gets out. seriously all b6 members get read cuz it could be fucking awesome. Start sucking up to ure parents and see if u can go. all i can say is drinking age is 18...sry eli i hear they have wonderful amusement parks.
3. going to senior prom with sam/junior prom with irina. For all sharon people, Sam is such an awesome person and i would never bring someone who couldnt get along with my friends. Your all lucky to be able to meet her. Did i tell u she loves super mario? Junior prom should be the shit too and hopefully this year we can truly party it up afterwards. REally feel honored to be asked by irina and ill make it a hell of a jr prom.
4. nyquil-the only way i sleep at night
5. i dont have to care in school anymore and i can settle with B's cuz colleges dont give a crap
6. lack of hw i have now
7. should get in shape cuz im finally active again
8. BASKETBALL-my team is in the finals on sunday and the team i coach for is having the semifinal game tomorrow. 2 championships in one year would be the shit. funniest part of bball is sanborn calls me a pussy, so i tell him to look at the scoreboard and call him a loser cuz his team is down. He goes up to the ref and complains i called him a loser. That kid is really such a dumbass and doesnt have a clue of wat life really is. Somewhat should educate that mind of his or something.
im still sick but im in the coughing stage which is generally the last stage of all my sicknesses. Should be getting better soon. Dont worry that my unhappy list is longer than my happy list bcuz the happies definitely outweigh the unhappies. Brad get ungrounded like really soon im sick of this. i didnt realize how much we hung out till u arent allowed to anymore. we needa sneak u out one night or something. Andrea has balls. irina is like the kindest person ever. u guys kinda make up my 3 best friends so congrats. B6 ure in a different league so dont worry. montreal will fucking rule.
im out like mo vaughn trying to steal home
lol i find it funny that the only people that read my entry is andrea and people who go to nobles. Its actually really convenient because i dont need to make private entries because i generally know the exact people who are gonna read my journal anyways. It also allows me to talk about my real feelings about people, and those people usually dont find out unless someone tips them off. Eh, i usually dont talk shit so thats not a big problem, but if it were, then yes, i would do watever i said i would do but i forget and am too lazy to read the beginning of this paragraph to see wat i was talking about so ill end with the word doody. lol great word.
things that make me angry:
1.people who u always seem to im, but they never seem to im u unless u start the convo. Im sure everyone gets pissed with this and like u get so discouraged from talking to that person that for a while ure relationship just seems to decrease until u realize u barely know anything about the person anymore (cough cough andrea's entry cough cough)
2. people who dont im u back...happened yesterday and its happened a couple times with that person and yeah its just annoying
3. people who get mad at people who express their feelings
4. mexicans
5. people who put off expressing their feelings
6. people not reading my journal
7. little kids who refuse to listen and try to sit on my lap and im forced to push them the hell away from me
8. people who complain about poker more than just the short term(its a long term game with more than just statistics)
9. people who call mr O'Connells phone during class. Its just like completely immature and hes such a nice person why would u fuck with his mind...if it was a teacher i didnt respect i wouldnt mind but mr oc is such a good guy
10. being bored and not having anything to do
11. people who dont like to just spontaneously hang out
12. not having enough alcohol
13. people who close themselves from people and complain about a lot of stuff
14. people who think venting is a bad thing...its actually quite healthy
15. people who dont tell the person first they need to vent and then dont apologize afterwards
16. people who read over my comment on andreas journal and dont understand that u guys may have ditched each other, but u also ditched me as a friend. At least u guys talk shit about each other and generally ignore each other outside school and have a reason to separate, but like i dunno i didnt think i annoyed u guys too much but yeah u guys are way to cool to see if brant ever wants to hang out. BTW ive asked u all to hangout at some point or another and def havent ignored any of u.
17. good thing most of those people dont read it
18. prolly a bunch of more stuff but yeah watever
Things that make me happy:
1. baseball is starting and bunches of people will come watch me pitch hopefully
2. thinking about road trip to montreal when school gets out. seriously all b6 members get read cuz it could be fucking awesome. Start sucking up to ure parents and see if u can go. all i can say is drinking age is 18...sry eli i hear they have wonderful amusement parks.
3. going to senior prom with sam/junior prom with irina. For all sharon people, Sam is such an awesome person and i would never bring someone who couldnt get along with my friends. Your all lucky to be able to meet her. Did i tell u she loves super mario? Junior prom should be the shit too and hopefully this year we can truly party it up afterwards. REally feel honored to be asked by irina and ill make it a hell of a jr prom.
4. nyquil-the only way i sleep at night
5. i dont have to care in school anymore and i can settle with B's cuz colleges dont give a crap
6. lack of hw i have now
7. should get in shape cuz im finally active again
8. BASKETBALL-my team is in the finals on sunday and the team i coach for is having the semifinal game tomorrow. 2 championships in one year would be the shit. funniest part of bball is sanborn calls me a pussy, so i tell him to look at the scoreboard and call him a loser cuz his team is down. He goes up to the ref and complains i called him a loser. That kid is really such a dumbass and doesnt have a clue of wat life really is. Somewhat should educate that mind of his or something.
im still sick but im in the coughing stage which is generally the last stage of all my sicknesses. Should be getting better soon. Dont worry that my unhappy list is longer than my happy list bcuz the happies definitely outweigh the unhappies. Brad get ungrounded like really soon im sick of this. i didnt realize how much we hung out till u arent allowed to anymore. we needa sneak u out one night or something. Andrea has balls. irina is like the kindest person ever. u guys kinda make up my 3 best friends so congrats. B6 ure in a different league so dont worry. montreal will fucking rule.
im out like mo vaughn trying to steal home