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triple blast from the past!
2004
PMS [25 Feb 2004|12:51pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]
[ music | American Pie ]
okay well i woke up today knowing it was going to be a bad day. woke up and was going to go to class but meredith didnt set the alarm and im not blaming her for anything its all my fault i didnt tell her i wanted to get up. got up smoked got bitched at for being to close to the building. went over to lewis' got him up went to lunch. people being bitchy specially jon telling me what to do and stuff. telling me i need to hurry up cause im taking him to the pawn shop. hello okay im giving you a ride being nice as hell bought you so many god damn things have yet to pay me back but im okay and then you tell me to hurry up and eat and move all my stuff in my car to cater to you. okay fuck you you should be happy enough that im taking you. so then he moves my stuff not caring about anyhting in my car and then lewis starts playing with the ball and hits me smack dab in the face really hard and hits my nose. hurts like a mother fucker cause i already have a headache. so im just like fine im going home call me when you bring my car back. i left cause i knew if i stayed longer with the two most sexist men i would go off. so i left and then i called and asked when i was going to get my car he is like you shouldnt be bitchy. you know what im a woman im allowed to i shouldnt have to be happy all the time. FUCK YOU ALL!!! im going to go to the tattoo parlor for my ears today and wall-mart for hair dye. well going to put music on to calm myself down now *muah*
2005 (not the same day but as close as i could get,....seems i dropped off the face of the earth innn 2005....changing that this always used to help me but why? i'm lazy. i love opeth. sorry going through my journal and posting as i see shit. sad how they get deleted after you start posting more. oh well back to fun in my head!!)
[02 Mar 2005|06:47pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Simon and Garfunkle-Cecilia ]
Hey guys!
How is everybody doing? havent updated in a forever long time. i hope everybody is doing well. Im finnaly getting ready to move to lubbock. Life is going well happy to have my kitty(Phil) he lost a baby tooth yesterday! growing up so fast. proally getting ready to go back to college but who knows. im a working girl kinda cool kinda boring. wish i could still talk to alot of my friends but everybody is so freaking far away from everybody else. wish i could have that first year of college back it was so perfect yet it seems so far away and like it never happened. sometimes wonder what happened to those great times that seemed like it would never end. oh well cant change the past but sometimes dont you wish you could go back and relive it. I miss san angelo. but i can never go back :-( god damn past. anywise i hope everybody is doing well i am doing spring cleaning with the journal so if you read this or still want to be a friend let me know if you dont reply you will be deleted. love you all hope your lives are going well bye *muah*
(wow people seemed to love me then 13 posts! i think that is my all time record. i have noticed that my writing style in interest has been lost on my demenor and lifestyle. that needs to change i think i like that old personality a lot more. and hey seemed to get more stuff accomplished in my life. wonder if i will get more of that back beeing in school again,hmmm)
[23 Feb 2006|11:33am]
[ mood | contemplative ]
WHERE ARE YOU? HAS ANYBODY SEEN OR HEARD FROM THIS MAN? HAS BEEN LOST FOR OVER A YEAR. WHERE HAS MY BUDDY GONE? *TEAR* HOPE YOU DOING OKAY OUT THERE BUDDY. LOVE YA
wow...wonder how weired im going to think this post is next year! wondering if things are going to go well so here is my list of stuff to accomplish!
(have first part of shool finished,new car,$7,000 saved up, and not living in texas....ummm and lets see oh yeah how about no smoking! hahaha yeah right doubt it but give it a shot....hell why not right?!?!)
k thats it i am off to clean and proabably eat *muah*
Without you I cannot confide in anything
The hope is pale designed in light of dreams you bring
Summer's gone, the day is done soon comes the night
Biding time, leaving the line and out of sight
One moonlit shadow on the wall
Disrupted in its own creation
Veiled in the darkness of this fall
Is this the end - manifestation
It runs in me, your poison seething in my veins
This skin is old and stained by late September rains
A final word from me would be the first for you
The rest is long but I'll go on inside and through
One moonlit shadow on the wall
Disrupted in its own creation
Veiled in the darkness of this fall
Is this the end - manifestation
Patterns in the Ivy
Patterns in the IIIIIIIIIIvy
(tidus master)