Mar 30, 2004 09:22
ok ok thanks ya'll for comin out.. (thats some hardcore cassidy shit rite thurr dawg). what am i doing? im in school trying to type this on the little ass iMac keyboard. this is hard. ok my life sucks still. sarah and i got into a ridiculous fight last nite, jordan goes out with some girl named jackie (i heard shes trife).. i had sex with him.. did i mention that? yeah it sucked pretty bad, i faked my orgasm and he found out about and it and said he could probably never have sex with me again.. like i care. i cant even get off to him.. what does that say about his 'techniques'? the thing is.. he went down on me after he came, which was like a total of 3 minutes.. so there he is, down there in between my legs, slurping up his own juices. VOMIT much? you would have faked it too just to get him to stop and come up for air. gross. so then i got high. that happened the sunday that sarahs mommy went to maryland. and jordan fucked me in the shower. and sarah cheated on mac with nick willever. damn we dont know how to act when mama reiffer isnt around. this jordan thing makes me fucking sick. and he called it off. he was like um i dont think this is working.. and im like uh yeah youre telling me. tell-tale sign you should never ever talk to someone EVER again.. is when you fake it as hardcore as i did. so stupid. my life is fucking dumb and i really have no friends now.. and sarah pointed out to me that i need a boyfriend because.. i dont know, i guess i just do. im in love with mac's brother alex. hes married, 26, with a 3 year old daughter. and now hes a fugitive. this past saturday nite he got real real drunk, beat his wife, slapped my ass, gave me a 100 dollars, took johns car to get beer, ran a stop sign, got pulled over, jumped out of the car and ran back to johns where i was, told me to tell the police his name was cheech davis (dont ask), and then ran to some girls house. hes still on the run by the way. the cops are looking for his ass hardcore. "llana.. baby.. ill prob. go to jail for a year, get out and then you will be older and we can be together". hes so hott. my new hubbie, a married 26 year old father thats convicted fellon on the run from the trenton police. when do you think i should introduce him to my parents? try never.
bell. i love you guys. xoxoxoxoxox <333
pstttttt... steve is fucking gay and i hope he dies. alex is the only one who deserves hearts now .. <333 alex. yeah, gon brush ya shouldas off. ;]