i will paint myself out
I'm dealing with the issue that I like him a lot and he's just there. Yes he walked to my class one this week, but the rest of the days it seemed like he didn't care about me. I don't know what he's thinking. When he said my name he smiles. I know I smile whenever I'm around him. But why do you smile when you don't care about me?
My knee is starting to act up again. It popped out of place the other day and how wonderful, I had to walk home up the hill with my knee brace on. You don't know how long it took me. While I was walking all I could do was think about him. He really makes me happy. I just wish I could do the same.