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May 07, 2011 20:38

[So there is a superstar idol crying in an alleyway.

He is certainly not expecting any kind of comfort.]

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indemniting May 8 2011, 03:42:09 UTC
[stopping and looking, at the sound --

........ aw nuts. not saying anything for a second]

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sobani_iru May 8 2011, 03:44:43 UTC
[--Heard a noise, Suddenly snapping around, trying to hide face--

Wow he must have been seriously sobbing, he looks a wreck.]

...The fuck are you doing here?

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indemniting May 8 2011, 03:47:27 UTC
[goddddddddddd]

... I was just passing by.

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sobani_iru May 8 2011, 03:49:14 UTC
'Passing by'. Right, I'm going to believe that now...

[Wiping at his face.] Wanna have a good laugh? Now's your damn chance. It's what I deserve for being the son of scum, isn't it?

[He's kind of spitting the words like some sort of acid, but he's also...really obviously worn down if he's not just punching you in the face.]

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indemniting May 8 2011, 03:52:52 UTC
...

I won't laugh. And -- I'm sorry.

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sobani_iru May 8 2011, 04:06:41 UTC
'Sorry'? Sorry you as much told me to my face that ten years of rape and torture didn't count for anything because of a man I've never met? Sorry that I've never had any sort of family, sorry that everyone I've ever cared about has abandoned me somehow?

What good is sorry now, Yoshida?

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indemniting May 8 2011, 04:11:13 UTC
-- I know that I can't change any of that. I know it's too late. But I'd rather -- say something now than nothing at all, even if it doesn't matter.

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sobani_iru May 8 2011, 04:15:07 UTC
...[Sei stares at him a long time.] ...Do you think I can just accept it like that. I swore off the concept of family when I was fourteen.

No one was ever there. And I know by now, I'll die alone like this, too. I already made certain of that. People might be able to change, but neither you or I were ever that kind of person.

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indemniting May 8 2011, 04:19:02 UTC
You can't say that I'm not able to change. Do you think I would have apologized before?

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sobani_iru May 8 2011, 04:21:08 UTC
You're not the first person to come saying that to me.

[The temperature's starting to dip, and this is now a danger zone. TREAD CAREFULLY.]

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indemniting May 8 2011, 04:23:01 UTC
[a frustrated sigh.]

I want to try again.

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sobani_iru May 8 2011, 04:23:41 UTC
Why?

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indemnities May 8 2011, 04:25:49 UTC
Because I know that I've made... a lot of mistakes. To put it lightly.

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sobani_iru May 8 2011, 04:32:23 UTC
...The world doesn't just have a reset button.

[But he looks a little...uncertain.]

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indemnities May 8 2011, 04:33:14 UTC
You think I don't know that? I'm not trying to reset, I'm trying to mend.

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sobani_iru May 8 2011, 04:33:54 UTC
Mend? [THIS IS A FOREIGN CONCEPT TO YOUR NEPHEW, YOSHIDA.]

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