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I am one step closer to school.
I'm excited and nervous.
I'm already in a bit of panic mode when it comes to clothes and shoes and people.
I bought more tops and another pair of boots in case of bad weather/parties/general living.
I get emotional over small things in relation to my family aka I start having sad or terrible thoughts of things that I don't want happening when I'm away.
I already am starting to dread being away from every loved one I have.
But at the same time, I cannot wait to leave and I am so anxious and I'm even scared that I won't get into the class after everything.
But I just tell myeslf to keep on going because the rest is up to God and fate or whatever it is you believe. I believe that God is my ultimate homie, he brought me into this world and into my family and into my life. I really should get more in touch with him.
I am nervous, so so nervous.
But even more excited than anything.
I'm excited and nervous.
I'm already in a bit of panic mode when it comes to clothes and shoes and people.
I bought more tops and another pair of boots in case of bad weather/parties/general living.
I get emotional over small things in relation to my family aka I start having sad or terrible thoughts of things that I don't want happening when I'm away.
I already am starting to dread being away from every loved one I have.
But at the same time, I cannot wait to leave and I am so anxious and I'm even scared that I won't get into the class after everything.
But I just tell myeslf to keep on going because the rest is up to God and fate or whatever it is you believe. I believe that God is my ultimate homie, he brought me into this world and into my family and into my life. I really should get more in touch with him.
I am nervous, so so nervous.
But even more excited than anything.