Jan 25, 2005 19:51
And I still suck.
"Ripped"
I feel it breaking through again
Not a tear in my skin,
Not a needle pushing though
Not a throb of the heart, not a tear
Just a rip, a strip, a tiny piece of paper fluttering away
And it pushes, pushes pushes
Resist, desist
Despise the reprise
Falling again and again
The limits I set are failing me again
And again, and again…
I feel the pressure
And the doom, hovering
The proverbial pile of shit
Of lies and hatred, games of pretend
But I'll pretend!
It's a godsend!
I love you so, you'll never know
My pain my fear just another year
Just another tear
In the fabric of my life