Insane?
D I am missing you like crazy. I just wanna be near you. Lonely without you being nearby. When you find that one friend that makes all the difference in the world and knows you better than you know yourself most of the time that is amazing. It will be a total of six months from the last time we saw one another before we will get to see each other again, if even six months, could be longer. I am not sure if the job is worth it, I get more depressed the longer I am away from you. No one here. Not even an acquaintance. Family you ask? People are all busy. Come August I have done my six months, which is what I was going to originally going to try in the first place regardless if I had a job or not. I just need understanding and I do not have any here. I miss you. Crying myself to sleep. I just need someone, not a man but someone willing to work with me a little. There is no understanding here. Lonely is me day in and out.