I came to visit you today. I'm so sorry I haven't come sooner, but this is the first bit of free time I've had. I couldn't get in to see you. I don't know what's wrong. If you don't want to see me, I'll understand
I'm trying so hard to be your friend and I miss you, and I should be mad at you but I don't think I am anymore
I'm very sorry for everything
I'll try to visit you later, if that's all right.