And now for someting less poetically fatalistic.
That last post was bit heavy handed but I feel pretty stressed out about planning a wedding and I’ve been suffering from the DemonicCold™ all this week. Everyone keeps asking me about how I feel, if I’m excited or happy or what I but I just feel kind of sick and stressed. And when I’m not feeling that way I’m feeling kind of existential about getting married, like “wow I’m getting married. How odd.” No giddy bride to be-zilla up in here.
Oh and I am serious about eloping. I keep telling everyone to do it. Honestly I’m sure that everything will work out and we’ll have a great time and the birds will chirp, bees will buzz etc but if I have to get one more email from my parents about the seating plan or hear another complaint about our wacky guests (we had this one person whom we invited to come with a guest and she decided to 5 other people as guests. WTF?) I just might run screaming for the hills.