Aug 30, 2007 16:41
"Oily marks appear on walls
Where pleasure moments hung before.
The takeover, the sweeping insensitivity of this
still life.
Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth.
Mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut-outs.
Speak no feeling, no I dont believe you.
You don't care a bit. You don't care a bit."
School is rather repulsive. I've been in class for 30 minutes and I am already tired and distracted. Luckily, this is a lab and my teacher could care less what we're doing. Hardly anyone showed up for the class, and I overheard someone ask if it is mandatory, the teacher responded with "It's your time to do work and I'm here if you have questions". Yay, I'm never coming to lab again! Now I just need to buy the $200 program so I can do it at home. Damn.
Along with ditching labs from now on, I have decided that in my Religions class I will read. Not listen, or watch, but read. My teacher is older than dirt and unfortunately forgetful. I have the same lecture twice in a row now. No bueno. So I am reading, instead, because I will probably learn more. I need to go to Borders for that tonight.
I need to get out of this city. I need to buy show tickets. I need for it to cool down. I need to ride my bike again. I need to feel this amazing all the time.
"Surprise, sometimes, will come around
Surprise, sometimes, will come around
I will surprise you sometime.
I'll come around
Oh, I will surprise you sometime.
I'll come around when you're down..."
"I'm gonna pull you in close
I'm gonna wrap you up tight
I'm gonna play with the braids that you came here with tonight
I'm gonna hold your face, and toast the snow that fell
Because friends don't waste wine when there's words to sell
I feel like love is in the kitchen with a culinary eye
I think he's making something special
And I'm smart enough to try
If you don't trust yourself for at least one minute each day,
Well you should trust in this, girl, cause loving is coming our way.
If you can fix me up we'll go a long way
If you can fix me up, girl, we'll go a long way.
My mother was supposed to come down the weekend of the 8th, for my cousin's momma's baby shower. She cannot come down as planned so instead she is coming down the weekend of my birthday. I told her that I already had plans and please don't expect me to stay at grandma's, because I won't. I think it offended her. It's my birthday though so I don't really mind. I don't even know for sure what I am doing my birthday weekend. I requested the whole weekend off from work, and I plan on partying, I'm just unsure of where and with who. Humph.
Andrew has a Betters waiting for me at his apartment and I am almost tempted to leave this lab so I can go indulge myself. Oh, Betters.