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I got into Page last night around eight. The plane ride was terrifying, just as I had remembered. My mom and I visited my brother at work, he's so grown up and looks so good. I embarrassed myself by crying, out of pure happiness. Anyway, he made me the best cappuccino I had ever had, my mom got a scoop of ice cream, and we went home. I really miss my family.
We arrived in St. George today around four, then had the rehearsal dinner at five. Everything is so horribly awkward, I can't stand it. It was nice to see my older sister though, I love her family so much. Her kids are getting so big I hardly recognized them. The younger sister though, Tricia aka bride-to-be, is exactly the same. She invited me to hang out with her tonight at her house, but I'm not sure. The ten minutes we had of forced catch-up were enough for me I think. And I'm angry with her because she's excluding my parents (her father). At the dinner they were not seated at her table with the rest of the parents, and they are not included in the photos. I hate her so much for that. I've never seen my dad look so heartbroken, and that really hurts to see. I just want to walk up to her and smack her. Maybe if it wasn't her wedding day.
I can't wait til this is over.
On a lighter note, Harry Potter comes out tonight and Josh and I are gonna stand in line at the only book store selling it here, B. Dalton in the Red Cliffs Mall! Yaaaaaaaay.
We arrived in St. George today around four, then had the rehearsal dinner at five. Everything is so horribly awkward, I can't stand it. It was nice to see my older sister though, I love her family so much. Her kids are getting so big I hardly recognized them. The younger sister though, Tricia aka bride-to-be, is exactly the same. She invited me to hang out with her tonight at her house, but I'm not sure. The ten minutes we had of forced catch-up were enough for me I think. And I'm angry with her because she's excluding my parents (her father). At the dinner they were not seated at her table with the rest of the parents, and they are not included in the photos. I hate her so much for that. I've never seen my dad look so heartbroken, and that really hurts to see. I just want to walk up to her and smack her. Maybe if it wasn't her wedding day.
I can't wait til this is over.
On a lighter note, Harry Potter comes out tonight and Josh and I are gonna stand in line at the only book store selling it here, B. Dalton in the Red Cliffs Mall! Yaaaaaaaay.