Sep 09, 2005 21:06
We lost today...We're 3-2 now so that's not bad. This week was pretty boring. I ate lunch with Brittany yesterday and kind of today. We got to talk which we don't get to do that often and it was really cool. I was riding on the bus home from the game tonight. And I realized how important the friends we pick are. Trying really hard not to be snobby or arrogant, but some people are just really bad people. I honestly don't care how many girls you've "fooled around" with or talking smack about girls at school. That's not who I want to be. or ever will be. You say all this crap, and then are all nice to the girls' faces because you just want to get some. I can't even think about it, because it makes me sick.
And then there's the girls. Girls that hang everything out, girls that talk dirty, girls that tease. And then these girls get all emotional when shallow jerks just use them for sex or whatever. If you ACT like that, THAT'S the kind of guys that you'll get. I'm not justifying the guys' attitudes. But seriously. Think about it. I am so sick of all the drama that is caused just because people act like idiots. I don't WANT to see your chest hanging out of your shirt. I don't WANT to see your skin tight pants. Now i'm totally not one of those super strict people that is like..."girls should never wear mini skirts or tube tops or bla bla bla. whatever!. Just realize that how you act, what you wear, how you talk, it attracts certain kinds of people.
And I'm sick and tired of spending my friday nights alone because the manipulating jerks are the ones to hang out with. Now I'm not saying i'm funny, good-looking, encouraging, confident, rich, or even fun to hang out wth. But I'm just sick of the jerks getting all the girls. I'm sick of it.
And then there's the nice girls. Girls that are nice, modest, love God, and actually care about more than looks. The type of girls that are never interested in me. and I'm NOT feeling bad for myself.
It makes me sick.