Not too much here.
I'm in a damn good mood. One of the best I have been in in a while. While cleaning through my room I found some letters from years ago and read through them again.
I think the part of depression that sucks most is the part that won't let me be happy. The part that tells me life has always and will always consist entirely of suckage.
Reading through some of the old letters reminded me of a time when I was happy. This usually happens.
What does not usually happen is this:
Instead of getting all depressed and crap because the times that made me happy are gone, I was happy. I still am. I know that in a while the depression will come back. But for now I am happy. And to those that made it possible: thanks.
Sorry that this post is so poorly constructed. I am tired, hungry and giddy. Wow. That is one fucked up combination.
I think the part of depression that sucks most is the part that won't let me be happy. The part that tells me life has always and will always consist entirely of suckage.
Reading through some of the old letters reminded me of a time when I was happy. This usually happens.
What does not usually happen is this:
Instead of getting all depressed and crap because the times that made me happy are gone, I was happy. I still am. I know that in a while the depression will come back. But for now I am happy. And to those that made it possible: thanks.
Sorry that this post is so poorly constructed. I am tired, hungry and giddy. Wow. That is one fucked up combination.