May 06, 2005 23:08
it occured to me that i'm moving out a week from tomorrow. i knew it but i didn't REALLY know it. noreen keeps talking about packing but i didn't exactly realize how soon that needs to happen. it's crazy, really.
so...two exams down and three to go. i picked a bad time to learn that waiting until the night to study before an exam is a bad idea. i know i'll still do it. i just will. well i don't know. maybe not. but i'm gonna be mad at myself this time around becuase i think i really screwed up my grades yesterday. way to go me. probably not as drastic as it is in my head but still i'm not feeling so hot about it.
someone left me a really nice message yesterday that really made me feel a lot better. i was freaking out about all of this and i sort of still am but i guess i maybe have a different perspective. well i guess i sort of change my perspective every single day. i just wish i didn't always wait until after the fact to do so.
so pretty much what i want to do is play frisbee (DISC) all day every day and that is it. that would be the absolute life. definitely. so who's in?
i'm a bad daughter. my mom's birthday is on mother's day and i don't know, somehow all of this slipped my mind and i said i'd try to make it home that day but then i volunteered to do some stuff here and i'm really glad to be helping out with everything here but i feel terrible about not being able to be home. my mom is awesome times infinity. i mean, we go way back before there was anyone else and i think it's awesome that she gets her own day..i'm babbling. made my point.
so i'm going to bed because i just didn't get enough sleep this week by far and i'm a tired mess. all cranky and stuff.
ahhh change of plans. ok ...i'm out.