Apr 21, 2005 00:12
woke up early today and was still late to class. amazing.
fabulous weather. i love it. nice and warm (except in the frigid PAC), and not humid. this is the way it should be. i love it.
sat by the cute boy in stat today and DID NOT TALK TO HIM. i suck. i had words on my tongue. he's cute but at the same time it's really wierd...like he's one of those who will, after the teacher asks the class a question, always answer it- not loud enough than anyone except those immediately next to him can hear him...but just loud enough to sound like he's talking to himself. he did this today. he didn't just say the answer. i believe he then explained how he arrived at his conclusion. odd...but he IS very cute so i think it can slide.
i had a rehearsal with laura candler-white today for my recital. it was horrible. we just both really sucked. i definitely sucked a lot. i think i'm really bad at picking a starting tempo. i'm used to pieces with some sort of piano into or something, i guess. i apparently tend to start out way faster than i should. i can see how this would be nice in the future. me= embarrased (for real real this time), audience= awkwardly laughing. so yeah it was absolutely terrible. i guess that's how it always goes. my rehearsals are generally crap and then performance time works.
anyhow, we're supposed to have a rehearsal tomorrow with mrs. bilyeu but her husband is having surgery tomorrow night...last minute decision so she has to be there and we can't do it, so the only other time she has is during opera orchestra...which would be slightly less of a deal if i didn't try to get out of it last night to go to the concert. i suppose this is a little more reasonable. i'm just going to have to send someone else and he's just going to have to understand.
wind ensemble makes me depressed, though i do think the concert went better than i'd anticipated, so that's good.
david told me that john winn is apparently taking J.C.'s students while he's out of town. that would be pretty cool. though...i'm still in basic stuff so i'd be like....uhhh...i'll play any ii/V/I pattern you want.
i just watched the show that i'm currently obsessed with. the two people finally got together. this has been long foreshadowed...and they slept together like the first day and it wasn't "great" so they were like oh man i think this isn't gonna work out. this is what this world is like. who cares about having an actual relationship when you can just have a strictly physical relationship? i don't know. this is me being single for the rest of my life, then. i don't know- i'm not into that. sister lauren irene.
k i'm done with this jank. time to sleep.