sweet home, siberia.

[soamayesing]

okay so i'm rummaging through myspace because i've got zero to do and i'm just clicking random people because i need a new haircut and i'm trying to find a nice one, okay weird whatever. but BACK TO MY STORY. so i'm rummaging, looking at people from new york, like philly NORWAY&SWEDEN. all right then i find my way back to the US. okay and i stumble across this picture of some one whos entire body is the size of my pinky finger, like literally.. and i click it because i was curious and i click on her other pictures and there are tens of comments saying "keep going you look great," "keep it up i can finally see your ribs!" and "ugh you are so skinny i'm so jealous" and then there's this picture of a girl who looks like she's honestly a size negative 12 and the caption is ugh i wish i could look like her, and this whole time i'm just thinking well if this isn't the most disgusting thing i've ever looked at in my life.. like honestly do people really talk like that? encourage anorexia to other people? i don't know, maybe it's because i just got done with a half year of health and i'm still in ms. b mode but these girls aren't doing anything to help themselves, they're killing themselves literally. like ugh it's disgusting. there are girls that are like 100 lbs and are 5'11 and are like, "look how fat i am" "ugh i'm getting fat" and then there's pages with girls making mspaces about being anorexic because they know that it's bad but they want people to tell them that it's okay and to keep going so they keep losing weight.
i want to pick these people up in a van and bring them somewhere. like a supermarket, like a clinic.

it's sickening & very sad. is anorexia really a vision of beautiful?
is this what society does to girls? if it does i hope i never get caught up in society.