right back where we started from
so, sometimes people just arent what you expect them to be
i'm completely bored waiting for michael from work to call me so we can go out, so i decided this would be a pretty sweet alternative to sitting here ready to scratch my own eyes out.
so yeah, things have been going pretty okay lately, save some pretty shitty news in the middle of the week, whatever though ya know? what am i going to do? if he wanted to he was going to and it doesn't matter anymore. it doesn't make me less of a person and it doesn't make me feel bad about myself. i feel bad for him, it's funny, because now he has no chance of being in my life anymore, any chance he had to be my friend is now gone, out a window on the 10th story of an nyc building and hit by a city bus. and it's even funnier that i saw him yesterday to give him his sweatshirt back and he was like, i know you don't believe me but i never cheated on you, and i was like you're right i dont believe you and nothing you say willchange that.. too many people have said it blah blah blah. and you know, i can tell when he's lying. he didn't fight with me about it and he fights about anything that's important to him, so apparently it wasn't that big of a deal. whatever, im better off now. much better off. no more mentally abused me. and im down with that. is it sad that i want to IM rudy and ask him how will is? just to hear the truth about something. i won't though, definitely not.
took a test in political theory on friday, yeah interesting. more than half the class was out, it was redic. .. i'm supposed to party with krysten tonight, where is she? i'm not sure. what am i going to do tomorrow? no school
i'm directing "No Exit" by Jean-Paul Sartre in June-ish, and we're probably going to read the french version in adelphi, i'm so psyched.
i succumbed to the powers of myspace, and made a new one.. i'm just so bored lately, i needed something new to do.. well it's old, but it's renewed. who knows, i don't make sense.
i have to take the sats again in november, and i have to start getting teacher rec letters.. man college, man senior year, i can't wait until half year is over, im going to be so lazy from then on, it'll be so sweet awesome tight cash money.
list of college i've started apps to:
purchase
BoCo
Peabody
NYU
Carngie Mellon
Oberlin
i think that's allyeah.
the musical this year is Wonderful Town, i don't know what i'm singing. i actually have a negative idea of what i'm singing
i miss caitlin ames, id ont' know where that came from
i'm completely bored waiting for michael from work to call me so we can go out, so i decided this would be a pretty sweet alternative to sitting here ready to scratch my own eyes out.
so yeah, things have been going pretty okay lately, save some pretty shitty news in the middle of the week, whatever though ya know? what am i going to do? if he wanted to he was going to and it doesn't matter anymore. it doesn't make me less of a person and it doesn't make me feel bad about myself. i feel bad for him, it's funny, because now he has no chance of being in my life anymore, any chance he had to be my friend is now gone, out a window on the 10th story of an nyc building and hit by a city bus. and it's even funnier that i saw him yesterday to give him his sweatshirt back and he was like, i know you don't believe me but i never cheated on you, and i was like you're right i dont believe you and nothing you say willchange that.. too many people have said it blah blah blah. and you know, i can tell when he's lying. he didn't fight with me about it and he fights about anything that's important to him, so apparently it wasn't that big of a deal. whatever, im better off now. much better off. no more mentally abused me. and im down with that. is it sad that i want to IM rudy and ask him how will is? just to hear the truth about something. i won't though, definitely not.
took a test in political theory on friday, yeah interesting. more than half the class was out, it was redic. .. i'm supposed to party with krysten tonight, where is she? i'm not sure. what am i going to do tomorrow? no school
i'm directing "No Exit" by Jean-Paul Sartre in June-ish, and we're probably going to read the french version in adelphi, i'm so psyched.
i succumbed to the powers of myspace, and made a new one.. i'm just so bored lately, i needed something new to do.. well it's old, but it's renewed. who knows, i don't make sense.
i have to take the sats again in november, and i have to start getting teacher rec letters.. man college, man senior year, i can't wait until half year is over, im going to be so lazy from then on, it'll be so sweet awesome tight cash money.
list of college i've started apps to:
purchase
BoCo
Peabody
NYU
Carngie Mellon
Oberlin
i think that's allyeah.
the musical this year is Wonderful Town, i don't know what i'm singing. i actually have a negative idea of what i'm singing
i miss caitlin ames, id ont' know where that came from