I finally found the lyrics that explain it all. err..atleast the barriers.
You try not to let your emotions show
But it ain't a balloon you can just let go
It's an ice cream cone dripping in the sun
Sticky hands
Sticky arms
Sticky situation
Thank you Ani DiFranco.
So I am really tired and I should go to sleep and there is something that makes me really want to go to sleep but... I have sooo much reading to do, its ridiculous. I haven't read like any of the chapters for my test in Social Work on Monday. So I've been up all night trying to read but you know, looking for above lyrics instead... And then what do you know, its 4am.
I feel really bad right now. I think I hurt people and I don't even realize it. I think I just hurt someone about three minutes ago, and I wasn't even realizing it. I feel kinda shitty now. Sometimes I just don't pick up on things, I guess. I really wish I could be more perceptive in this area, however, its just because I can't understand it that I don't recognize it. I hope I don't continue to do this all my life. But when will people realize I'm nothingatall?
That is a good question.
I wish I could describe how I'm feeling right now. I can't handle it because I'm happy about one thing, very happy. Sad about another, mildly. Confused about another, as always. And tired/sick/exhausted, again, as always. Bahh, I guess I just tried to describe it but came nowhere close. I have this thing where the back of my head itches when I'm thinking too much about something or when I'm overly emotional, and its been doing it like crazy tonight, and I can't organize my thoughts to figure any of this emotional aggravation out.
Like I said, its about 4am... I should sleep now. Fuck reading. I'll just cram the last few days. Oh wait, thats what I always do. Its always turned out ok though, right?
But it ain't a balloon you can just let go
It's an ice cream cone dripping in the sun
Sticky hands
Sticky arms
Sticky situation
Thank you Ani DiFranco.
So I am really tired and I should go to sleep and there is something that makes me really want to go to sleep but... I have sooo much reading to do, its ridiculous. I haven't read like any of the chapters for my test in Social Work on Monday. So I've been up all night trying to read but you know, looking for above lyrics instead... And then what do you know, its 4am.
I feel really bad right now. I think I hurt people and I don't even realize it. I think I just hurt someone about three minutes ago, and I wasn't even realizing it. I feel kinda shitty now. Sometimes I just don't pick up on things, I guess. I really wish I could be more perceptive in this area, however, its just because I can't understand it that I don't recognize it. I hope I don't continue to do this all my life. But when will people realize I'm nothingatall?
That is a good question.
I wish I could describe how I'm feeling right now. I can't handle it because I'm happy about one thing, very happy. Sad about another, mildly. Confused about another, as always. And tired/sick/exhausted, again, as always. Bahh, I guess I just tried to describe it but came nowhere close. I have this thing where the back of my head itches when I'm thinking too much about something or when I'm overly emotional, and its been doing it like crazy tonight, and I can't organize my thoughts to figure any of this emotional aggravation out.
Like I said, its about 4am... I should sleep now. Fuck reading. I'll just cram the last few days. Oh wait, thats what I always do. Its always turned out ok though, right?