Jul 26, 2004 13:32
so i had a lot of fun last night. and then i get fucked over when i wake up this morning. aparently this is the way shit happens. it's bullshit. i just want to say fuck everything. and fucking remove myself from my dads left fucking hip. leave me alone. i don't want to explain shit. i don't need to explain fucking shit. i don't think so. i didn't tell my mom that i wasn't coming home. b/c honestly i was pretty damn sure she would be a little too fucked to notice. and b/c i didn't want to. i didn't think i needed to. i didn't even think she was coming fucking home. she wasn't there at 1:30. there's no fucking point to any of this bullshit.
( and in that sentence... bullshit = life) that's why i'm going to do what i feel like doing. that's why i'm going to live like i live. that's why i'm going to be the person that i fucking choose to be. my mom said she called the jail. she thought that i was jail. anyway, my dads going to be a fucking cock about this tomorrow. so i'm definetly looking forward to that. so aparently i'm fucking grounded. grounded. what the fuck. it's all so ridiculous.
shit.