May 13, 2007 22:54
Two more weeks of work left. After that a week of packing and tieing up loose ends here in Kewanne.
Within those last seven days my parents and I will be headed to Chicago for a day. We will eat at some random place we run into. We will go to a Cubs game and I will enjoy an Old House with my mother in Wrigley Field and I will feel as close to whole as I ever have in my entire life.
I'm still sad and lonely and depressed, but I feel that I am on the top of a hill looking down. When I look down I can't tell what I see, but I know that it's better than what I see when I look at what I have on my lonely little hill.
'there's a way out'
Yes, J. Tillman, there's a way out.