What happens next?
I am getting a little anxious about my future.... once again. Three more weeks at the museum, and I'll graduate. (Let's fucking hope I will! Something could always go terribly wrong you know, like me not having completed enough courses or something.) But assuming that the graduation does go well, what will I do next? This question depresses me quite a lot because how the hell will I manage to live, in other words pay for the rent, the bills.. and what about food, clothes and activities... since I have no incomes. I haven't got a fucking job, and I doubt I'll even get one! "/
What a bright future.
I know I am not getting in to the business school next fall... no matter how hard I try. That because I just read that there were almost a thousand applicants this year. (I tried to get in to Tampere two years ago, and failed. This time my second choice wasn't Vaasa but Turku, so I won't be getting in anywhere.) What the hell am I supposed to do without a job or a place to study? I have no fucking idea.
But so much for the angst now. The situation will not change no matter how much I think it over... All I can do is hope that everything's going to turn out okay. (In other words, that the situation will improve without me putting any efford into it.)
Anyway, I'm going to do a little shopping with my sister today in the new mall which was opened last Friday. Yeah, I am on terms with my sister again. In the end it was me who had to put an end to the conflict. But whatever, I couldn't have afforded losing a friend since I really don't have that many. Well, I'm going to look for a nice, preferably pink, dress for the graduation. :) Something simple, though, so that I can have it in everyday use. Might also look for some cheap movies / cd's. And I'm taking my camera so we might take some pictures, too.
What a bright future.
I know I am not getting in to the business school next fall... no matter how hard I try. That because I just read that there were almost a thousand applicants this year. (I tried to get in to Tampere two years ago, and failed. This time my second choice wasn't Vaasa but Turku, so I won't be getting in anywhere.) What the hell am I supposed to do without a job or a place to study? I have no fucking idea.
But so much for the angst now. The situation will not change no matter how much I think it over... All I can do is hope that everything's going to turn out okay. (In other words, that the situation will improve without me putting any efford into it.)
Anyway, I'm going to do a little shopping with my sister today in the new mall which was opened last Friday. Yeah, I am on terms with my sister again. In the end it was me who had to put an end to the conflict. But whatever, I couldn't have afforded losing a friend since I really don't have that many. Well, I'm going to look for a nice, preferably pink, dress for the graduation. :) Something simple, though, so that I can have it in everyday use. Might also look for some cheap movies / cd's. And I'm taking my camera so we might take some pictures, too.