Nov 16, 2004 20:23
Well. Today was really good actually. 'Cept I was sooo tired. It's so not my fault tho! I was sooo scared last night. I stayed home alone and I kept hearing all this banging and my house was creeking and it completely freaked me out. So I ended up txting JJ and he wanted to come over but I didnt let him cause I would have gotten caught knowing me because I'm super retarded. I so would have if I knew I wouldnt have been checked up on. lol.
Anywho. School was awesome. Like usual. I talk too much haha. Its getting me into trouble. What can I say, it's just who I am. Food was gay and the room smelled bad. JJ stole my phone and deleted a bunch of amazing cute messages I have gotten from boys and it made me sad, but I will live. haha. Gym ruled my life. Pickle ball is sooo intense lol. The best part is when Chris grabbed my by the arm and started swinging me around on the gym floor and when he would let go I would SLIDE everywhere. That was so entertaining. lol. I loved it.
Came home, went to Wegmans and spent 250 cash papers on groceries. Had 3 things of fish for dinner with a lemon and a clemintine and chocolate milk. It was awesome. 'Cept right after I had cheerleading practice and I thought I was going to BARF up the fish lemon and clemintine. haha. We worked on our competition cheer and I deff need to work on my russian because I look like a tard. haha. I had to stay a lil later than most of the team cause my sis is on JV and so I end up waiting for like 10 minutes for my ride. While I was standing there, me and Coach Hart had a talk. And she was so nice. She was complimenting me and stuff and it made me feel a lot better. She said she was proud of me and how I got my life back on track and how she was so upset when I couldnt cheer cause of my grades because she saw how good I used to be. So shes really happy with how I'm comin along after suck a long break. So that made me happy.
idk. Today I have just been really happy. I know I'm still single and yeah it bugs me a lil but I forgot all about boys today and I forgot about the lonliness and everything felt fine. When you have friends like I do, you tend to forget the troubles and let the good times roll!!! I dont know where the hell I would be without them. I mean come on, they are who I am today. <3
So yeah with that said. IM SO OUT! lol. <3 I love you guys