I just want peace and quit in my head
I havent written in here in a long time and I had no intention to but Kristin tagged me to do this task so I shall comply.
"Things you enjoy, even when no one around you wants to go out and play. What lowers your stress/blood pressure/anxiety level? Make a list, post it to your journal... and then tag 5 friends and ask them to post it to theirs."
1. Reading poetry and finding quotes that identify how I feel. This in turn inspires me to write. There is a rush of rage and emotion that is always intresting to read the next day when the storm has passed. It's amazing how well it works. The written word is one of the most beautiful things in this word. Language really can define what kind of person you are at heart.
2. Drive out east with the music blasting at night just smoking cigarettes. Even though at moments of sadness I have to fight back the urge to end it all it usually gives perspective. You never want that to be the last time that you see someone without telling them how you feel.
3. Tear my room apart, punch the walls, throw personal items at the wall. As odd as this seems theres nothing like completely ripping apart all your materialistic items and just letting the anger out. Its bad when people you love see you at your worst but the natural high you acquire through destruction really gives you peace of mind. It's the perfect way to stop thinking
4. Go in the bath and submerge your head and just close your eyes. Theres a certain feeling that you get being surrounded by the natural form of water. You can't help but deny how much water is paramount to your existence.
"Things you enjoy, even when no one around you wants to go out and play. What lowers your stress/blood pressure/anxiety level? Make a list, post it to your journal... and then tag 5 friends and ask them to post it to theirs."
1. Reading poetry and finding quotes that identify how I feel. This in turn inspires me to write. There is a rush of rage and emotion that is always intresting to read the next day when the storm has passed. It's amazing how well it works. The written word is one of the most beautiful things in this word. Language really can define what kind of person you are at heart.
2. Drive out east with the music blasting at night just smoking cigarettes. Even though at moments of sadness I have to fight back the urge to end it all it usually gives perspective. You never want that to be the last time that you see someone without telling them how you feel.
3. Tear my room apart, punch the walls, throw personal items at the wall. As odd as this seems theres nothing like completely ripping apart all your materialistic items and just letting the anger out. Its bad when people you love see you at your worst but the natural high you acquire through destruction really gives you peace of mind. It's the perfect way to stop thinking
4. Go in the bath and submerge your head and just close your eyes. Theres a certain feeling that you get being surrounded by the natural form of water. You can't help but deny how much water is paramount to your existence.