Apr 14, 2005 00:49
Why do I feel like i've done something so morally wrong? Theres no liable reasoning behind it. I was ignorant of everything and I doubt my actions have changed those of others but maybe and hopefully I just got it wrong. I dont want to be what I used to be. I dont want to smash things that dont belong to me. I want to be responsible is all im saying.
I went to a philosophy seminar today it was pretty boring. Except in the beginning when he talked about the limits of moral reasoning and unreasonable limitations. He said that in this growing society are we becoming the unreasonable generation. What means are acceptable and how they are becoming undone. He said something also that made a lot of sense to me. That at unsorted new heights you have to become unreasonable because everything in fact will come undone. Also my teacher gave a lecture that to everything there is a certain ending. Its inevitable and can't be inflicted with avoidance. Man I have to meditate to that one...
In reality all I want to do with my life is become a philosophy major and over the summer im going to be a practicing stoic. I have a bunch of books and literary essays prepared for the summer to practice upon.
I can't sleep.
Today I also hung out with tym kristin and then megan anthony and alecia stopped by. In that order. I have a lot on my mind, I had a few bad moments today but I pulled myself out of it. I dont really know what else to say im pretty done with this livejournal shit.