HER stupid ass life sux

Aug 18, 2005 13:00

Stupidness.....
dude i cant even close my eyes...my whole left side of my face(ur right)...is sooo freakin numb! omg!
including my eye cuz i had to get the top cavity filled today...it sucks ass.....yea today i tried to stay awake cuz last time the assistant thought i was dead. lol but this time they kept asking me soo many questions like my father wanted me to walk home today..but it started raining and me and the assistant were talking and i told her that i had to walk home..and she asked me where i lived and i gave her my WHOLE address..the THE STREET # THE STREET NAME, THE CITY, THE STATE, AND THE ZIP CODE...lol and then she was like...so what was the street name again LOL haha.......

TIMES LIKE THESE U NEED NOSTALGIA TO KEEP U FROM FALLING INTO THAT DEEP SLEEP THAT UVE ONLY DREAMED ABOUT

AND TO THINK I DIDNT EVEN ASKED TO BE PUT HERE, WITH THIS LIFE, FAMILY, WITH THESE FRIENDS, TO MAKE THESE MISTAKES, TO STRUGGLE TO BE HAPPY. BUT LOOK WHAT I END UP WITH. A STUPID ASS FAMILY WHOSE FIRST PRIORITIES ARE DRUGS...AND ALCOHOL!

TODAY HAS BEEN THE WORST not only for me but also for my little cousin..dude that girl has it rough i swear...her life is worse than mine! way worse...

Last night she lost her dad..i bet uve already heard about a man getting shot last night. yea that was her dad..and with her mom basically losing everything, being a single parent of two children. its hard! especially for a 7!!!!!! year old! yea..and also last year her grandmother died while her mom was in jail! yea..shes gonna have it rough growing up!

Dude i also found out this morning that my mother was back into drinking again,probably even drugs, it wouldnt suprise me! . shes not the average alcholic ...she actually has a diesease. uncle butchie told me about her. she left and isnt living w/ my grandfather anymore, and he hasnt talked to her in over 2 weeks, and doesnt know where shes living or if shes still working.

Dude if this family isnt cracked up enough (literally)...gah thats all "ive" been around all "my" life...
i dont claim these ppl anymore the only person i claim is tia...believe it or not....
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