May 05, 2005 18:09
Hey every one. Well today was realy sad, disappointed! Im realy sad and angry with all of this shit that is happening I understand that you guys (you know who you r) dont want to stay in all the drama but you guys know you are still starting it! You guys I feel like im not realy in the group and it seems like you guys dont care about me and our friend ship! You know when i started to talk to you all i loved it cuz every one cared about each other alot and it all fell apart well i dont feel so good being with alot of people who dont care no more! So i dont think im going to hang with you guys if you dont want to hang with me(owww big loss!)!! And i know this stuff is not about me but i feel like you guys are tired of every one else and all you guys care about is not including with every ones feelings and that sux big time cuz you guys are realy stupid trying to run from all theese things and its herting people you dont want to hurt! So all i have to say is fuck all of you! You guys dont know how much you guys ment to me it all just went away you guys were all that i had and now it fell apart because of like 2 people and that herts! I know i might not be the perfect person to be telling you guys this but its true so im going to miss you guys! You guys were literaly my safe place to be and all that shit you guys said to me about doing drugs and they dont help your problems and i know they dont but it makes me FORGET them and they help me so i need to forget things right now im not trying to do anything to you guys but what ever!!!!
So here more FUCKING DRAMA! But dont worry u dont need to deal with this ok!