HI!im 1/2 way there...please leave you baggage at the back door... :-D
:-) today was great.
i went to the mall with my friends sarah,ali,mandy,andi,and chelsea. holy fuckin shitt that was great.Then we saw Joey and Ryan(and his friend nathan haha)there and hung out with them for awhile. I also got some yummy insence and a 2-row-studded dudes belt and a band shirt.."brand new". Oh yeah and we saw my friend who goes to waukee,dru. I saw my drum teacher too ahhaha. We asked the guys at the "love shack" if they wanted to havea 5some..great shitt. Yes well i had a good day.
My brother almost hit me when i got home. He called me a stupid little shitt,and other things. I swear to god,if he hits me..or almost does again..wow..im leaving and not coming back till sunday. I have no clue where i will stay..but im not fuckin gunna stand for him fucking hitting me. but,i really want him to kinda so then i CAN leave haha nad then i CAN hit him..i wanna HURT him so bad...you dont no.I dont care how bad i get hurt..i want to hurt him as bad as i can. Id feel so much better. I have no clue where id go..pfft hell no to my dads.Maybe justins?? idk..i hate my brother so much though..NEVER tell me "oh no you dont" even if your one of my good friends(if u are u should no NOT to) ill be mad. I hate when people tell me that. I DO hate him..with all my <3 i hate him with a PASSION. oh god...the mother fucker can burn in hell..burnnn!
Friday..ok...i may go to alis..her sister is goin out with trent. But then idk..and i may be spending the night but we dont no yet. But then i also..WANT TO SEE JASPER ((and i also do NOT want to go home..my gma ALWAYS takes my brothers side in everything))...er idk if were still going out,i hope i guess. I hope he doesnt do the "i never said we were" or whatever thing he did with Rachael. Ill be pissed,and sad too. Im still not sure if he likes me at all haha. :-(
Rachael..someday you and mike are gunna pick me up from stilwell..im so fucking happy for you..you deserve a great guy!!
Morgan..im so fuckin happy for you too...you also deserve a great guy! Its ok if he makes you act lil girlyish lol :-P
i love you two so fucking much!
haha you no what i figured out..if me and jasper stay together this long-if we are still together haha- ...our ONE MONTH anniversary thinger haha will be VALENTINES DAY lol...sorry i thought that was kinda cute..:-)
(haha and yeah..you no what would be cool,if i went to winter formal..and the valentines dance..er unless there the same lol..dont ask. im gay haha. nah im jsus a hopeless romantic at <3 )
i went to the mall with my friends sarah,ali,mandy,andi,and chelsea. holy fuckin shitt that was great.Then we saw Joey and Ryan(and his friend nathan haha)there and hung out with them for awhile. I also got some yummy insence and a 2-row-studded dudes belt and a band shirt.."brand new". Oh yeah and we saw my friend who goes to waukee,dru. I saw my drum teacher too ahhaha. We asked the guys at the "love shack" if they wanted to havea 5some..great shitt. Yes well i had a good day.
My brother almost hit me when i got home. He called me a stupid little shitt,and other things. I swear to god,if he hits me..or almost does again..wow..im leaving and not coming back till sunday. I have no clue where i will stay..but im not fuckin gunna stand for him fucking hitting me. but,i really want him to kinda so then i CAN leave haha nad then i CAN hit him..i wanna HURT him so bad...you dont no.I dont care how bad i get hurt..i want to hurt him as bad as i can. Id feel so much better. I have no clue where id go..pfft hell no to my dads.Maybe justins?? idk..i hate my brother so much though..NEVER tell me "oh no you dont" even if your one of my good friends(if u are u should no NOT to) ill be mad. I hate when people tell me that. I DO hate him..with all my <3 i hate him with a PASSION. oh god...the mother fucker can burn in hell..burnnn!
Friday..ok...i may go to alis..her sister is goin out with trent. But then idk..and i may be spending the night but we dont no yet. But then i also..WANT TO SEE JASPER ((and i also do NOT want to go home..my gma ALWAYS takes my brothers side in everything))...er idk if were still going out,i hope i guess. I hope he doesnt do the "i never said we were" or whatever thing he did with Rachael. Ill be pissed,and sad too. Im still not sure if he likes me at all haha. :-(
Rachael..someday you and mike are gunna pick me up from stilwell..im so fucking happy for you..you deserve a great guy!!
Morgan..im so fuckin happy for you too...you also deserve a great guy! Its ok if he makes you act lil girlyish lol :-P
i love you two so fucking much!
haha you no what i figured out..if me and jasper stay together this long-if we are still together haha- ...our ONE MONTH anniversary thinger haha will be VALENTINES DAY lol...sorry i thought that was kinda cute..:-)
(haha and yeah..you no what would be cool,if i went to winter formal..and the valentines dance..er unless there the same lol..dont ask. im gay haha. nah im jsus a hopeless romantic at <3 )