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even tho no one reads this i still update because i have nothing else better to do so yeah! here it goes.
today i hung out with Tommy & Hunter! after school. it was okay i guess! uhm yeah all i gotta say about that!
im really starting to loose my friends & its not because my lack of not hanging otu with them. there all so tied up with boyfriends & there own lives iguess they dont want me tagging around & being the 3rd or 5th wheel! it really saddens me cause we have grown some much together. but in diff. ways! their really the only ones i can talk to but now i dont even have them to be there. & any time i do try to talk to them they are busy & just dont care. but whatever.
my question. why would you obsess over a guy that will be goin to college in less than a month & will cheat on you ????? explain that one to me!
am i not good enough to chyll w. you ? do i annoy you? i dont care if im the 3rd or 5th wheel its never bothered me before why now ? i mean i know you want your space but damn alteast call me once in a while or answer your phone when your BEST FRIEND calls you. my life is slowly going down the drain!
on the good side x-mas is in a couple of days!! i get my new stereo!!!!
oh on another good note i got my 0g's in !! no one likes the horseshoes that i have in them. they all prefer my tunnels but i like my horseshoes!! fuck what bitches dont like. i dont have to make myself to your standards!
man i get way to much shit from my vo-tech teacher about my ears! err shit pisses me off. if you dont like them dont look at them. get over it.. i know what my consiquences are in the long run!! get the fuck over it or just dont look at me.
I WANT A BOOOY!! ARGH
♥♥♥ courtney
today i hung out with Tommy & Hunter! after school. it was okay i guess! uhm yeah all i gotta say about that!
im really starting to loose my friends & its not because my lack of not hanging otu with them. there all so tied up with boyfriends & there own lives iguess they dont want me tagging around & being the 3rd or 5th wheel! it really saddens me cause we have grown some much together. but in diff. ways! their really the only ones i can talk to but now i dont even have them to be there. & any time i do try to talk to them they are busy & just dont care. but whatever.
my question. why would you obsess over a guy that will be goin to college in less than a month & will cheat on you ????? explain that one to me!
am i not good enough to chyll w. you ? do i annoy you? i dont care if im the 3rd or 5th wheel its never bothered me before why now ? i mean i know you want your space but damn alteast call me once in a while or answer your phone when your BEST FRIEND calls you. my life is slowly going down the drain!
on the good side x-mas is in a couple of days!! i get my new stereo!!!!
oh on another good note i got my 0g's in !! no one likes the horseshoes that i have in them. they all prefer my tunnels but i like my horseshoes!! fuck what bitches dont like. i dont have to make myself to your standards!
man i get way to much shit from my vo-tech teacher about my ears! err shit pisses me off. if you dont like them dont look at them. get over it.. i know what my consiquences are in the long run!! get the fuck over it or just dont look at me.
I WANT A BOOOY!! ARGH
♥♥♥ courtney