Dec 31, 2004 12:27
well i just woke and im happy.im thinking of sami yet again i really miss her and i need to hear that sweet angel like voice. that would make my day hands down.well lets see today is new years eve or something like that right. hmmm don't know what today will bring but all i want to do tonight is drink i need a good drink.i haven't had a good one in such a long time. well i think sami and me might hang out i don't know she said there is a party tonight i think if i remember right if not then im stuck going to my aunts WOOP. :/ well umm lets see here im bored BIG TIME. and sami is on my brain 24/7 and i have no life but to sit here and type this shit that people don't read.lol. well umm i guess ill leave you guys with a song then.
Choke Me-The Used
As of now I'm down straight up
And I can turn to the box for some peace
Or a box for a piece
Or a box for a smoke
But they're all gonna choke me
You're so crazy(x3)
Enough in a way that I'll probably say you destroyed me
It's like a fucking drug deal
I'm sitting here waiting
I'm calling you back
and you won't call me back
and it's fucked up, but at the same time it just made me want you even worse.
For awhile I was cleaner than now
Then I started to destroy myself
With things that I love now the things that I hate
Until it finally broke me
Bert, fuck my ass! Now! Fuck my ass, now!
Choke me .