This is to my lovelys out there.not many but there is some.
- ~The all knowing wants to find out~
As i lay awake at night
with my eyes wide shut.
I think and believe your
listening to every breath
I take for you.
Your my air
Your my life
Your everything to me
I can never let you go
This is what i do to my self
when your not with me
you see the scars you see the scabs
there yours now not mine.
your gone
your breath i shall not take
it will be a waste of time
thinking that you care im hanging here
why do you act the tears you cry.
why do you make me believe you love me.
Show me that your gone just like the love
that has left your soul
Im not part of you
Nor you a part of me.
Its done
Its gone down in the history books
and i love how it looks. - ^something i did b/c me and emily were talking and she just asked how do you come up with stuff so emily its like that. Just think of stuff lol.It also has some meaning towards certain people.
Today wasn't bad did really do anything.HUGGY talk to me so i think he doesn't hate me anymore If so that sucks but i can't blame him pretty much everyone else hates me so...YEAH. Alright today i got to school and blah blah i don't know when i get to school its sucks first b/c of OGT's and then there is all this shit and people and all there gay little drama. i hate it i really do but i guess i bring it on to myself asking what is wrong with myself.ike i said i got to school took the OGT's then went to friirst and then notihng blah blah fast forward to about 5th sat down in the shoir room hallway and just looked sad.Then kaitlin pulled me off to the saide and asked if i was ok.SO we talked for a min or 2 and then i went and sat backdown.Fastforward and crap to let see after school went to the mall with jimmy jesse and marky and then came home and bumed around here then went to play practice and then boom its went well and here i am.GOOD DAY EVERYONE!