what's a girl to do

[so_much_love]

+ was supposed to hang with trey today
- had to mow the lawn then didn't have time
+ me and kelsey were gonna hang tonight
- her mom wouldn't let her
+ was in a blah mood crawled in my bed and went right to sleep for about an hour.
- woke up in a worse mood
- i've fallen so hard for this guy that i could NEVER have
- i need a girl best friend. i have lots of good friends but not a best.
+ my brother goes back to Liberty soon
- school starts soon
+/- my grandma's coming monday
+ going to Mobley's party tomorrow
- i really miss last summer and my so called "relationship"
- i think i still have some feelings for this guy which is so gay i can't help it
- i rarely see him
- i cry over it a lot
+ i get to see him tomorrow
+ i ate cookies today
+ i get to see mady tomorrow
- i cry a lot
+ my parents are gonna take me and a lot of friends out to dinner soon
+ our beach house is almost finished
- i still have a book and half to read for school
- my brother won't let me go to dinner with them
- i'm crying and i don't know why

hmm i'm an interesting person. wouldn't you agree?