LAST FIC FOR BIG BANG~

[so_much_kimchi]

Title: Dead, deader, deadest
Pairing: Bae-ri
Rating: PG
Warnings: Perhaps a bit morbid if one is squeamish about death
A/N: This is my last piece for BB fandom! I might return in a distant future, but as for now, I think not. Thanks for reading, if you have been, and let’s hope we’ll meet in other fandoms down the road~

Comments

[daesung_fanatic]

....ur not a VIP anymore?

how come? :(

Happy Belated bday by the way :D ^_^

[so_much_kimchi]

Still a VIP. Always a VIP. Just not happy with what's happening in the fandom.

And thank you!

[daesung_fanatic]

aigoo nothing i ever type after midnight is worded correctly @.@

but I understand...kinda

I haven't really been paying attention to what's been going on in the fandom and if I have I just don't have any interest

*huggles*

you should post more often tbh

[hitomiken]

sorry for butting in.i'm just curious about what happened in the fandom that made you leave?

[hitomiken]

what do you mean by last fic for BB?T.T you're one of my most favorite authors in the fandom because your fics are intelligent.like,it will make you think for a while.
you wrote seungri so well,makes me love him more and more.

this is so sad:(but it's your decision then,i'll support it.

thank you for sharing!

[so_much_kimchi]

I'm really happy that you've enjoyed my fics, and believe me, I've enjoyed writing them. My heart lies with Big Bang, as always, and Seung-ri can always curl into my heart, but it's disheartening, how all the good fiction goes unnoticed, and the rambling scribbles of random outshouts of boy love is praised. I sound butthurt, I realise that, but I'm sad to see what I consider good stories go without recognition, and I'm not only talking about myself (that would make me into something of a self-filled balloon, wouldn't it) but other talented writers, too. They get no love

[stormsandsins]

Sorry for butting in, but it happens in every fandom. BNA (big name authors) get praise they actually deserve, but at the detriment of praise for author good authors because everyone's just going nuts about this elite group without really thinking that anyone else could be just as good... Or, shitty "and than they kissed omg it was so cuteeee" authors get praise for writing vomit-inducing bubblegum and their readers lose just another brain cell. And then where do the good authors go? Oh, down the drain of forgetfulness

[hitomiken]

oh,i've enjoyed your fics for a very long time.i think my first baeri fic was yours and made me realize they could happen.if i rmb it's the one were seungri made yb promise not to tell jiyong about them having sex.short but very hot fic tbh lol.gosh,love love love that fic so much.god.if i can put your baeri fics in my pocket or eat it i would lol

[beginner_ada]

(´；ω；`)
I don't know if you still remember, but thanks for giving me advice in the past.
And I think I understand why you are leaving.
When you read my future fics, I hope you would give me advice again.
Thank you for your lovely stories.

[so_much_kimchi]

I am so incredibly flattered that you would remember that! I'm always happy to help, I love writing, my own and other's, and if you'd like a second opinion on your work you can always send it my way, just send me a message and I'll try to help.

I'm so happy you've enjoyed my stories :) Thank you!

[zenyangyin]

Hate to eavesdrop on your previous conversations, but i needed to know as to why you were leaving. Your explanation makes a valid point. To tell you the truth a lot of stories have been, to put it simply overly rushed and poorly written. Some people really don't take time to figure out their plot and such, break my heart D:. You are one of those great writers that really take time to make something heart-filled and meaningful. Hate to see you go, but at the same time its understandable. Good luck, and best wishes.

[so_much_kimchi]

Those are very kind words :) I have always been writing with my heart, and I put a lot of myself into the stories I write --- I do my best, to put it plainly. It doesn't really matter if you need five minutes, five days or five months to write a fic, but when it comes out and you even... it's like you just spat it out. When writers like that get more praise than the writers that care, I can't help but think that something went wrong. It's almost like an insult, somehow.

But it warms my heart to know that whether I needed five minutes or five days, you enjoyed my story because it mattered to you. <3 Thank you.

[vvipforseungri]

As with everyone else, I've read your reasons for leaving the fandom (writing-wise, at least) and I gotta say, I respect you so much for your decision and (don't take this the wrong way) the gutsiness of the whole ordeal. Though I wasn't there when you were more active, I've read most of your stuff and loved it, the thing with your fics is that they have real substance to it and make you think. I, myself, am kinda guilty of sometimes posting flimsy writing, and have always found your writing (as well as some of the older writings) as something to work towards. And in the process, there are some fics that I've written that I'm actually very proud of.

So though I never had the chance to really get to know you, thanks for writing and being somewhat of an inspiration to me (even if you didn't even know it) and the BB fandom will miss having talented writers like you in it!

[so_much_kimchi]

To get the chance to inspire someone is the highest form of flattery (and in a very, very pleasant way, that). Thank you so much for saying that, and for following my words and thoughts on well, let's face it --- mainly Seung-ri. Your icon could brighten a funeral and turn it into a rock concert <3 Thank you