Oct 20, 2005 20:11
krystal came over this morning and we went to alans. i felt like shit after alan told me what happend last night, so we went n got a bag. i fuckin rolled a blunt at rally's with like 5 ppl sittin next to me eating, then my mom pulled up n yelled at me for smokin a blunt in public. lol we went back to alans and jen and nikki came n got us. we had nothing to do so we decided to go to oakland mall. on the way there i talked them into smokin a blunt by my old house in troy. we went to maple park n i seen alot of ppl i havent seen in like 2 years, it was tight. after the mall we went to gassans gas sation and jason stole the car, he was doin like 65 down a side street!
i thought we were gunna die. after we droped everyone off we got food and then i came home. so i guess today was good i just wish alan didnt tell me that shit, i mean its better that i know then not know but it still hurts, i guess i was wrong about everything.
why dose eveything good in my life have to go wrong.....
...i dont deserve this shit